The Affair Revenge

Chapter 22

Eve

Everything was silence, empty in a dark black space. I was cold for so long, I couldn’t move. I don’t know where I am. What just happen to me. The last thing I remembered was, I was in the car driving home. I was driving on a dark country road. It was raining hard and I can barely see anything, even with my wipers on max.

I was listening to the road as it played “The Devil Doesn’t Bargain”. Every word hiting a spot inside me. As I remember how I got to where I am in life. I have became a whole different person just to please Mark. Just cause I love him and fell for his acted. I was crying as listen to the music and it made it hard for me to see the road. Then then, a bright light and a loud sound happen. That was it. Thats the last thing thing I remember, before everything went dark and cold. I was so so cold.

“HELLO, HELLO?”

No responds

“Hello Hello, will you help me?”

Nothing

“HELLO F***HELP ME HELP ME!!!PLEASE TALK TO ME. HELP ME PLEASE PLEASE HELP ME!!!”

Still nothing

“Please, you are all I have. At the end of the day. First thing in the morning. My guardian through my dreams and thoughts. Please talk to me, help me?”

I keep talking and talk hoping my brain will respond back and help me figure out what going on.

Why doesn’t she talk back to me? This isn’t like her.

I can’t see or feel anything right now. I know if i could, i’ll be in pain and scared.

I try crawling into my thoughts to find a way out. Helping myself to seek some kind of answer to my prayer. Climb and climb, higher and higher.

“Something is wrong?”

*FLASH*

And just like a blink if an eye I can see. I couldn’t tell where I was at first but after looking around i see myself.

“What is this?”

I was at some park with my friends. I remember back in Hight School I used to go to this park where we would go whenever we skip class.(Greys Hill). Sometime I would sneak out and meet some people here. And other times I would just sit on the swing by myself and just watch the sunset. It was one peace of place. I was always happy here.

It was like I was reliving my past but seeing everything from another point if view. It was odd at first. But once i realize what I was seeing, I just stood there.

“I was so young, pretty, happy, i was fearless”

I know some people would ask, how were you fearless. Our on a swing at an park at night. But that not what made me fearless back then.Back in high school I like to try new things all the time. I was kind if that Yes girl. But nit Yes to everything, okay. I wouldn’t back down to any dares, I took any challenge that came my way. I had a few secrets back then that very few people knew of.

I have 3 tattoos, you can’t see them unless i show you. I mean I had to put them somewhere my parents wouldn’t see. I had a matching tattoo with my best friend Avi. We got a small skulls on our fingers. I always hide it under a ring when I was home. My parents never ask because I always wear about 6 rings everyday.

The other tattoo was behide my neck, just a simple moon and sun. Very cliché I know, but it was trendy back then. The last tattoo was, under my boob, it was a very unique hanna tattoo I got when I was a teenager. A friend if mind draw it, I got it tattooed after they had pass away. I wanted something to remember her by. She was young and talented. But was taken at young age, it was a surprise to her because she was fighting her cancer ever since she was 8, the doctors didn’t even think she would make it to her teens, but at least she enjoyed it for 2 years.

I didn’t tell most people this but I had a motorcycle in high school. I had a summer job and a regular job for years. I just saved up my money until i can get one. I always had to park it at a parking garage. I only drive it when I need a way to escape. The open highway and me were best friends. But one day i crash it, thank god i wasn’t hurt but my dear bike LUCY she got pretty f*** up. I had to say bye to her. I always plan to get a new bike but, never got around to it.

Theres more but i’m not about to expose myself right.My view change and I was in school eating lunch. Nothing too big about school lunch. I don’t see why my mind would bring me here. Then i saw him, walking all tall and cute. He didn’t have a tray in his hand but he still come to the cafeteria to just sit and chat with friends.

“This was the day, my while world change. Nothing was the same after today. It was like he plan it.”I stood there holding my stomach, as if I can even feel my stomach.This was the day Mark came in to my life. We had mutual friends but we never talk talk. Come one you guys know what I mean. We didn’t have a close circle okay.

Anyways, this was the day he sat next to me. He pretty much bump into me.“I can’t hear them?”Something still felt wrong, my body wasn’t responding yo itself. But I try to ignore it was I just watch the scene of how my and Mark begin go on. I may not be able to hear anything, but I remember clearly how this day.

He use his charm and all to win me. After I yell at me for be an ass and bumping me. Like he didn’t see me seating there. “A**hole” he completely blame him self, telling how big if an jerk he was and it wouldn’t happen again. Ohh but how little I know then that, that was his plan. Day after day he did it again and again. And one day I chose to skip lunch and eat out.

BIG MISTAKE!

The next day, he didn’t bump me while trying to seat down, he actually just sat on the bench like a normal human being. I didn’t say nothing as I always try to ignore is ego back then. But this was his shot to win me. Mark went in to ask why I wasn’t at lunch yesterday. The girl I was then gave him attitude without making a glance at him. Tell him to mind his business. But he didn’t mind it, it like turn him on or something. After he kept talking my ear iff he broke me. And then his charm had this magic that spang on me. And i was trap even till this day.

As i watch my young self fall for the man I grew to hate. For the lies and betray, I was dealing with the common dream lack. I try so hard to stop my young self. I want to warn her, tell her to not listen to his words. Just ignore him and walk away. I wanted her to know the hurt that was awaiting her in the future. I scream and scream but I didn’t make a sound. I even try to run towards myself but it was like i was moving but in mega slow motion.

Tear stream down my face as a watch it play onwards. I didn’t want to relive the lies, there happy memories before I knew their truth. Now their all bad memories. I didn’t want see myself getting hurt. My young self was so happy and naive to think this young charming guy was the love if her life. He was the one she can cave in to. Tell him everything and he wouldn’t judge her.

“Don’t do Eve, Don’t do it. Get up, Get up!!!!” No matter what I said or what ai do, I couldn’t reach my younger self. I could save her from the pain that I still building inside me. The heart ace that awaits for us.“Eve please, he just a boy. Please, don’t do this to us.”

Every talk, text, facetime, date, every memory we cherish together play in on. Must people would love to relive this. But not me, not when i know, it all wasn’t worth it. “No good will come out of this, he just gonna hurt you!!!”

I scream and scream, banging at a glass trying to reach out. I was stuck. Everything I try to do, doesn’t work. Why won’t my mind let my throgh. Why can’t I save myself.The scene change to play one of my most happiest memories. Well at least it was a happy memory. Mark had planed a getaway trip for us. We flew to the Bahama’s and Mark had planed everything ahead of time. It was so romantic and sweet, one of the most kindiness thing a men can do for his love one.

He had the resort plan a romantic picnic for us. Just the scene it self was so beautiful. I cried just as he let loose the blind fold he had me put on. We ate and talk and enjoy as the sunset went down. Then he spoke signed to a man to bring a most delicious dessert i had ever had. As i took a bite there was a foreign object in the slice of cake. I grab my napkin to spit it out and a gorgeous diamond ring, the ring had a pink tint to it and wrap a little around with little diamond bead to look like flowers. It was beautiful.

I look up at Mark and as i look up with mouth wide up and tears filling my tearducts. Mark was already on his knees, asking me to marry him. I embrace him with a kiss and reply YES.“No, No. It was just a trap.” I cry and cry knowing all my memories won’t as I remembered. My heart slowed down as lose all feeling.

Then i got to the part of our wedding. I had stop banging on the glass and just press my body against it instead. I felt some tears stream down my face as I watch us everything deplored.He was there waiting, as I walk down the aisle, smiling at each other, as the big day we awaited was finally here. At this day our true life as one will begin. The fate if it all will begin. He left my veil to see my face. Holding my hand as we get lost in each other eyes. I watch as we spoke our vows to each other.

“Mark I here by promise to love and cherish you as the day me met, I promised to be the one to guide you through the challenges we seek to fight together. I stand in front of you and our love ones. Promising you that i will every part of you more and more each day as we grow together.”

“No Eve, No.” I start to feel my body ace my heart cracked a little. But as u stood there watching the horror play. I so frozen at the scene that I didn’t realize I start to feeling something again. I was too trap.

“Eve I here by promised to live a amazing life with you. Give you all that you desire, be your prince that you had always dream of. I promised to love you more then the day I met you in the that cafeteria. You are my one and only. I will cherish your love until the day I die. I will kiss every hurt that comes by. I will continue heal all wound together and build a castle with you. My princess to my queen I will anything to keep you happy and keep you by my side.”

I watch as I fall in love with every word he spoke. Believing his words. As if he truly meant what he said. The scene play onward and i watch as we recited the word as we place the rings in each others fingers. Watching our lips saying .“I do.”

As I stood there able to hear every word. Every thing felt like knife stabbing my in my stomach. My arms started to hurt, I just held it there as i watch the end. I watch as Mark took me into his arm and goes in for a kiss. Everything play slowing now and I took my chance to regain my strength and bang bang and punch and kick the glass to break it.

*SOBBING SILENCElY*

I everything I can to break throw, as I hear a crack, I look around for something hard. I found a small boulder and bend down to grab it. Held the boulder into my hand and slam it as hard as I can over and over again hiting the glass.

*Broken glass*

As the glass shattered to a million pieces I drop the boulder and walk over the glass and ran. I ran so fast i felt like I was flying. I just ran towards my self as if I can stop the past from happening. “NNNOOOO!!!!!”

As I ran down the aisle screaming. They KISSED. And everyone clapped at the happily newly wed couple. MR AND MRS SAMFORD. I crash into the moment. Just to fall right through it. I landed on my knees, staring at the ground. Crying my eyes out. I didn’t want to look up. I didn’t want ti watch myself walk out the church with him. I didn’t want to watch any more memories.

*Sobbing continues*

“I don’t want to see anymore, please just stop.Please no more. I get it, I made a terrible mistake. I know. Just stop it please. My body ace as i fell to ground. Feeling the cold wetness all around me. I shout my eyes as tight as I can. Preying I don’t land in another lie.

“Let me go, please. Wake me up. Please.” I spoke softly to myself hoping that theres someone anyone out there. “It hurts, it hurts so bad. Why won’t anyone come and help me?” I held my self as tightly as i try to clam My body. I try to rub my arms to get some fricken going. Not able to warm myself, feeling pain all through my body. I feeling my self slowly slipping away. My heart was beating irregular and i can hardly breath.

“Please someone, help me.” I tuck my head into my self. As I awaited for the worst to begin. Awaiting for the dark monster to show up and eat me alive. Allow my darken sin to take me away. I felt a hand in my shoulder.feeling myself sinking more and more. I close my eye, preparing for the worst. Preparing for anything just anything to happen. I just doesn’t want to feel like this anymore.

“Are you okay?”