Forgotten Memories.

Thoughts

It has been two full days since I found myself in this confusing abyss of no memories. My thoughts are running a mile a minute, and with the dreams and flashbacks, I'm no closer to finding out how I ended up in this situation.

I'm currently sitting here waiting for William to come back. I wanted to go with him, but he did not think it wise to be taking me into public all beat up. Add the fact that someone is looking for me. He thinks it's best we move at night under the cover of darkness. I have this fear deep inside. I've yet to express to him that I am surely in danger someone did this to me. If my dream was indeed a memory, then I should be afraid. But it's not just that, it's like I can feel it in my very bones that someone is after me.

So I agreed to stay here while he went to town for supplies and some actual clothes for me. Thinking about William and how lucky I am to have found this cave and the man that claims it. He has been so kind, caring, sweet, and thoughtful, always asking how I am doing and how I'm feeling.

He takes care of me, making sure I eat and making the medicinal tea making sure I drink it and when I woke up last night afraid, he soothed me with soft whispers of comfort and made me feel safe.

I don't know what it is about this handsome, beautiful man who makes me feel things that are new to me. The way he walks into the room commanding your attention and respect, the pure manly aura that surrounds him makes my heart beat faster, my brain turns to mush and when his intense blue eyes meet mine, I feel struck stupid and the way he looks at me makes me feel like he's sees right through me and straight to my soul I have never had anyone make me feel this way, and it seriously has me scared.

I don't want to come off as weak and desperate to him. I can only imagine what he thinks of me and the situation I have found myself in and also dragged him into.

Every time I thank him, he says it is not a problem, but I still feel guilty because he has already done so much, and I can't repay him right now, but I will somehow! I made a promise to myself that I would do whatever I could to repay his kindness. I will make things right.

The first place to start is to try to remember and figure out what happened and why. With a new determination to get to the truth, I get up and decide to make some tea and have some breakfast that William left for me. After I ate, I make my way to the small room and use the last of the warm water to clean myself up and change into some sweats and clean up the mess from breakfast when I am finished, I lay down and get comfortable.

I haven't done much, but it has zapped my energy, and I am exhausted. I close my eyes and drift off to sleep....

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I am standing by the river outside the cave watching the water rolling over the rocks and the small fish can be seen swimming close to the shore I walk a little closer and am surprised to see William shirtless in the water down stream he is splashing water on his face and chest the sight sends electric shocks down my body straight to my toes my..my... this man is the single most beautiful creature I have ever seen. My body moves before I realize what I am doing, and I find myself moving closer.

I hesitate at the waters edge but only for a second before I feel the cool water encasing my feet as I made my way to him my heart beats faster and the dragons taking flight in my belly gave me a slight hesitation in my steps but the need to have this man touch me and to feel his skin against mine is unbearable.

I watch his back muscles flex and move as he continues washing in the river I take the shirt off and hang it on the branch his clothes are hanging from and continue my way to him as I get closer he finally turns around, and I hear a sound come from him as his blue eyes widen he turns slightly and in his deep voice he asked "Bambi what are you doing?" I reply with a coy smile." Bathing" isn't that what you are doing?" he smiled at me with a sexy smirk and said "Well yes I was, but what are you doing?" I just moved forward and gave a smirk of my own once I was close enough, "What if I wanted to join your bath?" he chuckled and looked into my eyes.

I could see the heat in his gaze but also the hesitancy, "I don't think that's wise fûck Bambi. I can barely control myself when you have clothes on." He went to step away, and I moved with him, replying," What if I want you to lose control? "" He swore under his breath. He looked away and then looked back as I placed a hand on his chest, running my fingers over his pecks then down to his abs. I was close enough to him. I could feel his breath on my face.

I looked from his lips to his eyes and saw him do the same. I whispered, "please", and closed the distance, lightly pressing my lips to his. mmm.. a moan escaped me. His taste was divine, spicy and earthy, and manly all at one, blowing my mind away.

Electricity flowed through both of us. He held the back of my head, tangling his fingers in my hair while he asked for access by lîcking the seam of my lips. I gladly gave into him as he played with my tongue and kissed my lips, like he couldn't get enough of me.

We kissed until we couldn't breathe. We broke the kiss, putting his forehead on mine. We looked into eachothers eyes," fûck Bambi, you tempt me too much!" I kissed his lips lightly,"I want you!". Next, I felt his hands under my aŝs lifting me up. I wrapped my legs around him, feeling his excitement against my heated core. God-damn, he feels so hot, and the way his muscles move as he walks us back to shore, I kiss down his jaw and neck, leaving little nibbles and soothing the sting with my tongue

He lets out a growling sound and pulls my head back by my hair, kissing my lips hard. This kiss is passionate and primal, releasing the want and need into the kiss. We devour eachothers mouths, tasting and exploring our tongues, fighting for dominance, and in the end, I give in and let him take my mouth with his the way he wants. God, he is so sexy, and he excites me like no other ever has. We make it to the cave, and he lays me down. I love the feel of his body pressing in to mine he kisses my neck, leaving marks as he goes, "wi... William... Please, I need you. "..

When I opened my eyes again, Blue met brown, and I smiled at him and felt the heat spreading across my face... oh man, it was just a dream.. a dream that felt very real.