The bath tub in this bathroom is really nice and deep I love that I can soak in the hot water it feels divine on my battered body there are some good smelling body washes, but I like the one that smells like him, I know it's probably not a good idea to get my heart set on a man I don't know, but I think it's too late for that.
I may not know my name or anything else about myself or my life, but I do know how I feel, and I know that there is something that connects my heart and soul to William. when he got angry earlier I thought I had done something wrong I kept trying to figure out what I did, and I couldn't think of anything, so I had to just ask him it was giving me anxiety not knowing why he was angry his expression softened when I asked.
I was shocked when he said he had no control of his feelings for me, I know what he means I have told myself from the first night it's wrong of me to feel this way towards him and to be so attracted to him, but I just can't help it his presence, every time he touches me, kisses me or holds me it feels so fûcking right and the feelings between us are intense, I am willing to bet he feels the same way.
lost in my thoughts as I rinse the soap from my hair and wash my body, then using the razor I found in here, I shave everywhere important. l finish and pull the drain, letting out the water from the tub. I turn on the shower and wash my hair again and condition, then rinse off all the soap and turn the water off, opening the door
I get the fluffy towel William left and wrap it around my body grabbing a small one I wrap my hair up, I see some peach lotion on the counter I smile remembering Williams words from earlier blushing I grab the lotion and leave the bathroom going into the bedroom to dry myself off then apply the peach lotion to my body, dry my hair with the towel and find clothes.
I decided on a blue summer dress that ends right above my knees. I head back to the bathroom, brush my teeth, then my hair, and decide to leave it down, then go to find William.
I head out of the room and go down the hallway to the living room no one is there, so I head to the kitchen as I get closer I can hear him talking with someone I hope I'm not Intruding as I turn into the dinning room and see his mother standing at the island.
I hear her say "I understand William but do you really think it's appropriate to be sharing a bed with the girl you don't even know anything about her, I've read something's online, and she is part of a wealthy family Billy and if they think you had anything to do with"___I cut her off saying "Excuse me! I mean, no disrespect when I say this, but your son is the only reason I am alive right now, and I wouldn't let anyone do anything to him, not even think a single bad thing about him!" I'm shaking, and I want to cry right now.
I know she means well, and I probably wasn't supposed to hear that, but I did, and she has to know I would never let anyone blame him I can see she is shocked I heard her. I lower my head to hide my tears when I'm wrapped up in warm strong arms and pressed In to his chest, I cried telling him "I'm sorry for this mess and I will never let anyone blame you when you saved me" stroking my hair he quietly speaks to me "Hey it's ok I know you wouldn't let anyone do anything I'm here I'm not going anywhere" I hear his mom coming over to us, she softly said "honey I'm sorry you heard me say things like that. I didn't mean anything directly toward you dear but from what I have seen online the last few days I am concerned, and I know this is not your fault dear you didn't deserve this abuse, but we can help we just need to get started on contacting someone__" William interjected and said "She's not doing anything until she is healed and if she decides to contact anyone it will be under my watch until I know for certain that she is safe Ma! I won't budge on that one thing, no way!" "Oh, you stubborn pain in my ass!" she said to William.
Smiling at him, "I made you both supper, so be sure to eat. I'll see you both in a bit. Dr Ford will be here at 3:30 instead of 4, OK?" we both agreed, and William walked her out.
I felt bad that I reacted that way, but all of this is so overwhelming, and I am exhausted.I just want to sleep a bit. I made my way back to Williams' room, laying down on the bed. I get comfortable sighing. I close my eyes. I hear the door and wait for William.
I know he is looking for me, I can hear him come down the hall and into the room I turn to see him stripping down to his boxers and smile at him, he smiles back and asked if im alright and climbs in the bed next to me pulling me to him, I snuggle into him, I tell him im sorry again for the way I reacted to his mom he tells me don't apologize he understands I sigh and voice my concerns about being here and bringing my drama to his family maybe I should just call the police and tell them everything he is quiet, and I know he is thinking about what I said lost in his own thoughts.
I snuggle in closer and decide that whatever is meant to happen will and there isn't anything we can do to change the course of this situation I am in. I just hope my memories come back, and we can figure this out taking a deep breath and closing my eyes I drift off to sleep taking a short nap.
I wake up to William touching my face saying the dr will be here in half hour leaving small kisses all over my face I can't help but giggle at his silliness and tell him I can't get up with him on me.
Chuckling he gets up, and I stretch my body out taking his offered hand he helps me up, and we go out to the kitchen he heats the food his mom brought while I drink some water.
I was thinking maybe I should phone my parents even if I don't remember them maybe it can help me I don't really know what to do, but it may be a start to getting my life back I'd like it to include William in the end of this looking up at him, I see he is watching me he has a concerned look on his handsome face, so I smile and ask if he is alright he says he's fine and returns the question saying he knew I was in my head again it's funny how he seems to know when I'm trapped in my thoughts, but I decide to tell him because he has been honest with me and I feel like I need to do the same.
He brings our plates over, and we eat while I tell him I think maybe I should contact my parents I know I don't have memories, but maybe it can help us figure out who is after me. He seems hesitant, but he agrees.
But only after the Dr has cleared me from anything serious being wrong. I agree I want to get better and heal, and clearly, if I've lost my memories, there had to be some sort of head trauma.
I asked if he will be there when I call, and he said of course he will do anything I need him to, I thank him, we hear a knocking at the door I clear the plates while William answered the door it is the Dr.
I walk to the living room, and I am greeted by an older man he introduced himself as Dr Ford shaking his hand I look to William, and he smiles to reassure me I'm safe Dr Ford begins asking questions and I answer the best I can and William fills in when he thinks he needs to by the time we are done the dr gives instructions of resting and taking it easy with my ribs and to avoid situations that are stressful.
My memories may come back, and they may not, but we will see what happens he also wants me to have a CT scan of my head which he insists I get done tomorrow, so I agree and William said we will be there at 1:30 tomorrow afternoon the Dr bids us goodbye and I sit on the couch with William he asks what I'd like to do, and I tell him I think I want to call my parents, but I need him to be here with me, he agrees, and I go get the paper with the phone numbers.
I come back to the couch sitting with William he takes the paper and finds the one listed as my mother he puts the number in his phone and asks if I'm ready I take a breath and nodded yes he sends the call, and we wait hearing it ring a few times before we hear a sweet voice answer "Hello Kitty speaking" and pictures start flashing in front of my eyes of a woman brown hair, brown eyes tall slender beautiful smile one after another I see her in my mind my mother and I sob out mom!!!
William picks me up and puts me in his lap. Comforting me as I hear him talking while I'm an emotional wreck I can hear him saying he found me in his hunting cave, and I was beat up pretty bad and I can't remember who I am. She's crying and asking questions when I can be calm enough to speak. I tell her what I know she wants to come get me, but I refuse. I don't want to leave here.
I told her I would call tomorrow after the hospital visit, she talked about my father and brothers and what had been happening since I went missing.
William told her not to tell anyone but my father, as we don't know how I ended up the way I did, but we have to be safe. She agrees and gives us the phone number of the detective. Danica Evans she is leading my case. We talked for a bit more, then we said goodbye and ended the call. I'm not going to lie. I am kind of feeling a bit overwhelmed and like it may have been a mistake contacting my parents.
I really hope not, but I guess we will see. looking at William. I sigh, "I don't know what to do,"and tears filling my eyes again. I feel so emotional right now...