Forgotten Memories.

Finally the weekend

The week flew by really fast, and we had the bake sale this afternoon, we have all been busy this week preparing for this day. It has been a great week so far. After our romantic date, we settled into a routine. We wake up and have coffee together, then we go to mama's for breakfast and William goes to work while I stay and helped mama with whatever she is doing for the day, then after lunch I go home and do whatever I need to at that time.

I also find time to go to the stable. There are a few horses that I have made friends with, and this weekend, we plan to ride them. This will be the first time I am going to be on a horse alone, so I'm a bit nervous. I found a horse that I really liked. Her name is Lady, she is so calm and gentle. She is never pushy with me and ever so patient, especially with pushy boy Brutus. He is always pushing the others away, so he can hog all the love, but I manage to get some extra time and love in with lady, so I am excited to ride her this weekend.

It is going to be busy because my family are flying in and bringing my best friend with them. I still don't have any memories of her. But we did speak on the phone a couple of times. She seems nice enough, and I am hoping that seeing her will help bring those memories back, since everyone tells me that we have been friends since the 3rd grade. I feel bad that I don't remember, but there is nothing I can do about it, so I will just keep doing what I have been doing and make new memories.

I have to admit that I still feel like there is danger, and I can't shake the feeling it is just there in my gut that's telling me to be careful and watch my back. I don't feel that when I'm here on the farm or on the property, but when we go to town I have felt like someone is watching me, and it gives me the creeps, I told William about it, and he made sure to stay by my side, and so far, no one has messed with me, but it doesn't stop the feeling and if I have learned anything the last damn near 3 weeks it's that I should listen to that inner voice yelling at me that there is danger nearby.

I never would have thought of something like this happening to me, and here I am trying to fit the broken pieces and forgotten memories in place. At the same time, I am making new memories. William kissed me goodbye and headed to go feed the animals and to complete the morning work in order to be back in time to get ready for the bake sale. After he left, I asked mama if she needed anything done to prepare for today, and she said the only thing left to do was put the last loaves of bread into the packaging. We finished our coffee, rinsing the cups out, we got started on bagging the bread and tying them off. We place them on the racks and leave the racks on the side to load into the truck when it arrives.

It takes us a few hours to finish all 4 racks, about 200 loaves in total. We pack the other racks with the cookies, brownies, cakes, donuts, pies, and cupcakes. Once they are ready, we pack all the jars of jam, marmalade, jellies of all different types and flavors in the crates and stack them on the pallet out on the porch. When we are finished, it's time to get ready, so I say goodbye to Mama and drive home as fast as I can. I got showered and dressed, pulled my hair up in a braid, and I was ready and waiting for William to get home.

When he came in, I was happy to see him after so many hours and I chatted with him while he showered and dressed. He was ready in 20 minutes, and we were driving to mama's to see if they needed help. I heard my phone ring and saw it was my mom. I answered, and she let me know they were in town now, and we agreed to meet at the city park for the bake sale. I'm excited about this. William laughs at my silliness, and I love to hear him laugh like that. His deep voice vibrating along with it just does something to me. It makes me want to kiss him.

My thoughts pause when we pull up to Mama's. Jackson is on the mini forklift, as everyone calls it, loading the pallet and the racks we packed this morning and as William gets out, I could hear Mama directing him and telling him not to be breaking anything, or she was gonna whoop-his-aŝs. I giggled at the fact that mamma doesn't like cursing, but she isn't afraid too when it comes to the boy's I have learned that's how they know she won't tolerate their shît as she puts it.

William helps me out and gives me a sweet kiss before we walk up to the porch. Mama asked William if he could make sure the awning tent was in the truck with the folding chairs. He says, "Yes ma'am, I can do that Mama," he turns, kissing my cheek and walking to check the truck. I let Mama know my family was in town, and they would meet us there. She made sure she had everything, and we went outside to wait for the others to finish their jobs before we could go. William came back and let Mama know that Pops had it all ready for her.

I kissed Mama's cheek and told her we would see her there. Taking Williams' hand.. We walked to his truck. We got in and headed to town.. We talked on the way to the park and listened to music on the radio. When we arrived, I saw my family waiting in the shade. We walk to them and greet them with hugs. I see Jeremy walking with someone, and when she looks up, I am stunned. I have seen her face before in the flashes of memories of my family that I have had.

This must be Natalie. As they get closer, Jeremy sees us and gets her attention.. She looks up and freezes for a moment before crying out." Dest, oh my God, dest, it's really you" running to me. She pulls me in for a hug, squeezing me tight, and the memories flood in through my brain. This is my friend, my Natty. We held each other crying. I tell her, "Oh my God, I can't believe I forgot you. I'm so sorry I forgot about you, Natty. I love you so much," crying and holding on to each other. William comes and asks if "I was OK," and Natalie pulls away.

We both wiped our faces, putting my arms around him. I hugged his side and told him, "I'm OK, I think, but I remember her now. We are friends, I know that, but I know I don't remember all of it. I know I tried to call her the night I was taken." Shock resonates in everyone's face but Williams' face. As I'd told him, I called someone before I was taken. I introduced Natalie to William and William to her. She gives me a look, and I'm confused about what it means, so I ask her quietly, "What was that look for?" She laughs and says, "I never thought I would see you with someone you never showed interest in dating. You always just worked. I could never get you to go out with me, and you have only ever been with one person, and you wouldn't even think of dating him when you came home from college. "

I just nodded my head at her and said, "I don't remember anything like that. It seems whatever happened to me is blocked. When I first woke up, I didn't even know my name. I was in severe pain, and I was lost in the forest. I just walked and found a cave to hide in before it got dark. I actually have William to thank for my life. He found me in his hunting cave and took care of me." Chuckling, I looked over at William and smiled at him. Natalie took my hand, and she told me she was sorry. She didn't mean to cause me any upset. I assured her she was OK. I wasn't upset at all and said, "I've decided to just make new memories with everyone." I gave her a hug and suggested we go help set up the bake sale.

She agreed, and we went to see where we could start. After getting directions to where Mama wanted me stationed, I noticed Jeremy pulling Natty aside. I watch their interaction, and I wonder if they are a couple. I walked to Jason and asked him if Jeremy and Natty were a thing. He laughs at me. "Like, what are you laughing at, you jerk?" I raise my voice at him, and he just laughs harder asŝhole I slap him on his arm, telling him he's a jerk and turned to walk away. I'll ask Natty later. Jason still laughs as I walk away, shaking my head. I said "dumbaŝs!"

I went to William and told him where I was today, and he helped me to start setting up my booth. It is really a good idea to raise money for the kids to create their parade floats for the fall festival parade.

I am excited for it to come. It takes us 3 hours to get all the booths set up, and the baked goods set out, and it's time to start raising money. We spent the entire day in the park. We sold damn near everything and the little amount that was left. We split up, and everyone was able to take some home.

Misty and Natalie met and got along well. I asked her about Jeremy, and she said he has been helping her through something, and he's her friend. I let it go because it's not my place to say anything, but my brother definitely wants her, I can tell. After taking the booths down and loading everything in the truck Jackson brought, we took to the road. We were finally home, and I was exhausted. It has been a long day, and I'm ready for a shower and bed with my sexy man.

I did not get to see as much of him as I like to every day. We did text off and on, but it was not the same. I miss his kisses and his touches. As soon as we entered the house, I was on him. I jumped, wrapping my arms and legs around him. I kissed him and said, "I missed you all damn day. I need kisses, a shower and snuggles." He chuckled and walked to our room, kissing my lips over and over, "I can handle that type of relaxation." He set me on the bathroom counter and turned on the shower, checking the temperature.

I pulled my shirt off and was removing my bra when he turned and gave me that smile that made the dragons hatch in my belly. Damn, he is sexy. He reaches for me, and I grab his shirt, pulling it up. He removes it as I work on his belt, and he sets me to my feet and takes over his jeans. I do the same. It's silent as we undress. When I step from my jeans, he guides me into the shower, getting in behind me.

He turns me around, leaning down, kissing my lips. I hugged him to me, moaning at the feel of him against my body in the hot shower. We walk back a step under the spray, breaking the kiss. We wet ourselves stepping back. He turns me around, gets the shampoo, then pours a good amount into his hand and works it through my hair, messaging my scalp. "Mmm.. Oh! That feels good," I whispered.

When he's done. I turned and did the same for him, as we showered. It's much the same stealing kisses as we wash each other. Once we are clean, we rinse, and William shuts the water off, helping me out, then wrapping me in a towel. We go to our room to dry off. William climbs into bed and tells me to get my aŝs over there, laughing. I said, "You got into bed first, so you didn't have to shut the light off, didn't you?" He laughed at me. I climbed into bed and rolled over, leaning in.

I kissed William like I'd wanted to all day, tasting his lips, enjoying the feel of them on mine. When I break away, I tell him I needed his taste all day. We kiss again, and I tell him I love him snuggling as close as I can, kissing his chest, I say "good night, love." He pulls me closer and says "good night, sweet dreams, my love. I love you." as we drifted off to sleep, I thought about how lucky I am to have him by my side.