XAVIER Days turned to weeks and soon its been a month since Ling told me about Jia Xia. Although we tried everything possible yo get Ling to tell us were Jia Xia was, she never spoke... Instead she went into a very deep depression and literally stopped speaking or eating or sleeping... She became like a living dead person. My father in law jad her admitted and tried getting in contact with her mother but to no avail. I had not neen able to grief. I actually refused to. I don't for one minute believe Jia Xia is gone for good. My heart and mind won't betray me, of that I'm sure. My father had asked me if I was willing to try having a new relationship with a friend of his's daughter, Susan Angus... naturally I refused but somehow my in laws and he didn't accept it and now I'm stuck

