Jia Xia
"I need you boys to sit down and listen carefully to what I am about to say... And please do not interrupt me, because I don't think I would be able to finish if you did..."
I have been putting this off for 4 years and two months.
Yes we had been in Shanghai for two dam months, and I was no were nearly ready to tell the boys the truth.
The thing is, if I say it out loud, and actually tell them I feel like this live I have built for us would all come crashing down and...
I might have to finally accept that my family, their family.. Xavier was actually gone.
I know it doesn't make sense, but I have this dire need to hold onto the hope that all this was just some bad dream and soon I will wake up and things would be back to normal.
But during this past two months, Zain has been
