Parker I have been avoiding everyone in the apartment any way I can, especially Violet and Arlo, for the last couple of days. I won’t lie, I have been struggling since Arlo told us about his feelings, and we agreed to stay away. Yes, at the time, I acted like it was fine and for a little while, it was. I thought I would be alright with it all! But hearing Arlo say what he did made me realise he isn’t the only one who has feelings. I was in denial before. What is getting to me more is my gut telling me no matter what Violet chooses now, in the end she is going to pick Arlo. There has always been something different between them. Is there any point in me even trying or saying anything? I don’t know the answer. I am confused. That is why it’s best for me to stay out of the way. I leave in

