Alpha Cross and His Luna book 4 of the luna fighter

how I knew I was a healer 21

Chapter 21

Susan pov

when he said let's get a shirt on, i looked down and realize i still didn't have a shirt on, i blushed beat red than rushed to put on a shirt, he chuckled watching me as i pulled a dark blue shirt over my head,

“So, when did you realize you were a healer? Were you born with the power? or did it just come to you,”

It came to me when i turned 10, i shifted at a young age, because i have alpha blood in me, but no one knew i was going to shift that early, but when i did my father knew i some kind of power, he just didn't know what it was yet, i got my power at few months later when my mother got hurt, i was just trying to help her, but when i touched her arm i healed her she only had a small cut on her arm, but when i touched her my hands got hot and than I healed her. they made me promise never to show anyone because if they knew they would try and use me, so I was careful, i never used it, your the first person i used it on since my mother, i didn't even know i still had the magic, I just wanted to see if i did, i'm glad i could heal your scars, but the scars in your mind, i can only help you heal, i can listen when you want to talk, i can be there when you want to cry, and when you just want to sit here in silence, i can do that as well,

“Ia this guy forreal, I swear Susan, if he hurts us, i'm going to rip his d**k off and make him eat it, then i'll rip his fingers off and make him eat those as well, and then his toes,”

‘Queen, give it a break. if he hurts us fine, but chill on the finger and the eating thing, that's just gross,” she laughed than said she would calm down, but if he hurts us, he will surely hang from a tree with his feet cut off,” i rolled my eyes at her, sighing, as i looked at my back again, i wasn't dreaming the scars are truly gone, i felt somewhat happy, but somewhat lost, those scars were a part of me for so long, i'm not sure how to feel about it, but i was also happy that Cross could heal them, its just i need to take one step at a time and if he comes for me, than that's when i will handle it,

Gunner pov

I called my beta into my office, i knew he was patorling the woods, i knew he would be here in a few hours, sitting back, i couldn't help but look at the photo of my lost love, Susan killed her, i knew she had it coming and it was just a matter of time for her to defend herself, but i didn't realize it would happen so fast, the time i got into that room Susan was sitting on her with her heart in her hand, i beat her almost to her death, i remember picking Ayk up in my arms, taking her outside, than i burried her, the last thing i said to her, i promised her i would torture Susan until her last breath, when i walked back in there, she was bleeding so badly, i really didn't care, i packed a bag because i had a alphas meeting in another pack, after i packed, i left her laying on the floor, a week later i came back thinking i was going to find her dead, when i opened the door, she wasn't even there, she was gone, i found her years later, hiding out in a hotel room, i watched to see what room she went into, later that night, i kicked the door down, beating her, when she fell, i turned her on her back, slicing her with silver daggers that was dipped in wolfbane, when i was done, i stabbed her right in the middle of the back, i told her, if she wasn't going to be with me, and do what i say and kill who i want killed, than she was going to die, i stabbed her leaving the knife in her back, thinking it was going to kill her, but it didn't,. a few days passed i went back to the room and again she was gone, ever since than i been looking for her, she found the tracker in her phone and tossed it in the trash, or the whole phone, sighing, i poured a glass of brandy in a glass and dranked it down, than i did another, thats when my beta walked into the door, he looked tired, he's been up all night, so i knew he needed rest,

‘Alright boss, what seems to be the problem now? i know you still can't find Susan, but you have to understand one that, you was married to her because your father picked her for you, she was all alone, he loved her like she was his daughter, there was a reason why he picked her for you, but instead of loving her, you decided to to keep sleeping with someone you think you was in love with, you tortured the poor girl, and so did Ayk, do you think she is going to let you find her a second time, you almost killed her twice, Gunner, she did not deserve anything you did to her, yeah she was woofless, she was an orphan but did she deserve anything you did to her,” i hated it when Shred was right, He adored Susan, he never liked what i did to her, but my love was the love of my life, i didn't pick Susan my father did, the fact, i did not want to marry Susan, i had to, sighing i set back and said,