I was allowed to have my phone back. I went through the messages and missed calls. Nicky only called me one time while I was gone. I laid on my bed and took a nap. When I woke up it was late afternoon and my phone was buzzing. I got a message from Nicky asking me if we could meet someplace and talk. I told him I could come outside later this evening while my family was having dinner. I started to become paranoid about what he wanted to talk about. He seemed distant. Was he going to break up with me? Were we even in a relationship or had I misconstrued the whole thing? No. I knew how I felt and I knew how he felt. I loved him and he loved me. Be away from him physically hurt me. It hurt my soul. He was my mate. He had to be. I was apprehensive about sneakin

