I will always love you

The date

 I was in my room preparing myself for the date. Way did I say date? He did not care in the past and surely does not care now. Oh my God, do I still have fillings for that bastard? No, no, no. Bella you have to leave all this thoughts outside your mind. He was not worth it in the past and for sure he does not worth it now. I remember Jules keeping me updated about all that he did even if I didn't want to know anything.

 I heard my phone ringing as I was putting my lip gloss and as soon as I saw who was calling my heart skipped a bit from happiness " Hello dreamer" I answered with a smile that was brighter then the sun. 

 "Hello sweets, I just landed and will be at your home in 20 minutes. You ready for me ?" He asked with happiness in his voice.

 "I can't wait. See you in 20." And I hung up the phone.

 After a while a heard the knock and ran to greet my dreamer. "Matt, Oh my God, I missed you so much." And hugged him as if my life was depending on it. 

 "Shh... don't you dare crying sweets, I am here now and I am not going anywhere.  So let's go buy me a house near by and after we can celebrate." He said while holding my cheeks in his soft hands and kissing my nose like he always does.

 "Let's not waste anymore time. Thank you, you are the best." And I took his hand and we left searching for a house. All this time I was feeling like someone was following me, however when I turned around there was no one. 

 After a few hours of searching house we found the perfect one. It was a house on 2 levels with a big pool, 3 bedrooms on the 2nd floor, an outstanding kitchen since I will be here a lot, Matt thought that it will be better to give the kitchen I was wishing for. The 2 bathrooms on the second floor were big and amazing as well and the living room was magnificent, it had big windows that allowed the light of the sun enter and making all the place like heaven on earth. 

 After signing the contract we went straight to Lamier, a famous furniture shop in Chicago, a bought all the furniture that I wanted with delivery date in 2 days from today. Meanwhile Matt will be guesting at my parents house and they were enchanted by the idea of having him there. 

 Matt, was wonderful man, with brown eyes and blonde hair. He was very attractive and he knew that women were always watching him, however, not once I noticed him watching back. At some point I thought he was gay, but he never confirmed nor denied it. His sculptured body was always hovering over me since the day me. He was by my side when no one knew about the secrets I have buried deep inside and through all the hurt that I went he was always there holding my hand. To be honest I don't think that I would be alive if he wasn't there for me all those years ago.

 "A diamond for your thoughts." He brought me back from my thoughts.

 "I was thinking about you. About the way we met. About what could have happened if I would not have met you. I am very grateful that you are part of my life." I said while drinking my mochaccino in the restaurant near my dad's company.

 "Stop thinking about that. We were destined to meet. You are my sweets and I am your dreamer. You are part of me and I am part of you. It would have been impossible for us to exist without meeting each other. So now, Ms  Smith, can I know what exactly made think of the past again?" 

 I looked him in the eyes and said "I saw him again. After all these years, I saw him again and all I could think was why all this happened to me? And I really wanted to hurt him, to make him feel the pain that I felt. And I got scared. You know me, I am not this kind of person, but when I  saw him I just couldn't control myself."

 Matt stood up from his seat, took my cheeks in his hands, kissed my nose "I know. Give yourself a little bit of time to adjust to the new situation. And if nothing changes we will find a way to make things better like we always do. Now tell me, did you bring her home with you?" 

 " Of course I did. I could never leave anywhere without her. But I will find a place for her. Here in Chicago, I will take her to a place that she will call home. Because as you know, I came back for good."

 " Will you tell them about her?" 

 " I will Matt, eventually. I just need a good moment to tell them and hopefully they will still love me." I was overwhelmed.

 "They will. You are an angel and it's impossible not to love you. I assure you of that." He hugged me while I started sobbing.