I felt hallow. I could kill him. The fight in the hospital wing did nothing to improve my emotions. I knew he was holding back, being defensive, he wasn't trying to hurt me, and I knew why, and it pissed me off. I couldn't hurt him knowing he wasn't trying to hurt me back. I wish I did now, ripped his stupid head off his damn shoulders. And, then a part of me felt like I was over-reacting. Why was I so angry about it? So, she was with him first, so what? Then, Bruce would remind me that only a few hours before they were together, he stopped me from being with her. I didn't know how to get over any of my emotions. I thought time would help, but spending three days isolated from everyone did absolutely nothing. She was still the most gorgeous person I had ever seen. Her fac

