when two worlds collide

my name is maria i am the middle child of 3 girls from a split home. i am 5 ft 4 long dark brown hair with hazel eyes and flashes of yellow through them. im quiet and keep to my self. my mum and dad split when i was about 8 not that i remember much about it. all i remember is my dad shouting at mum and the door slamming shut. That was 7 years ago now lots of bad experiences later and im living with my mom and step dad. i now have 1 step sister to add to the older sis i have and a little sister, not that u would believe these people were my family. i wake up at 7.30 am to me alarm telling me to get up for school. i lay their staring at the uniform hung on the door. my uniform nothing fantastic navy blue skirt, white shirt, a navy blue tie with red strips and and S.H.S letters throughout. s.h.s stands for steins high school the name of the school i attend. its a good job its law that every one under 16 has to attend school otherwise i reckon my mom and step dad would have my working in the cafe.   i roll out off bed turn my alarm off and turn on the radio and listen to the music playing i but on my uniform and but my hair in a neat bun. apply hairspray so it stays and no strays left behind. i apply some eyeliners and m******e and some plain lip-gloss no point in over doing it it school.  i walk down stairs to the kitchen to see my little sister sat at the breakfast bar waiting. she looks up at me with those dark brown eyes smiling at me. "what for breakfast bubbles my little sister says, bubbles a nick name she gave after watching a cartoon called bower buff girls. it always made me smile.  "cereals sweet bee" she frowned but sat and waited no one else was up yet thankfully as i was taking out the bowls i said to anna " have you done your reading for school yet " she looked down at her hands and said " no not yet mum said she was to busy" i sighed and said thats ok why dont u do while we eat breakfast. coaco pops for breakfast" placeing the bowl in front of her as she quickly gets up and runs to get her book to sit and read to me. this is a general morning ruetine for me. I sit and listen to her read helping her sound out the letters when she start to struggle. when she finnsh i sign her  reading book diary so her teacher knows she has read to someone. i put the pots in the dish washer and tell her to get ready to leave. im getting my shoes on when my 2 older sister come in charlett and rachel.  Charlett is my real sister sister and rachel is the step sister. charletts has a pefect hour class figure with brown eyes. perfectly beutiful as i am told by her admirers. 5ft 5 with perfects boobs 10 months older than me. so a year above me in school. she maybe be pretty but she not that bright. she has allready fallen preganent and had an abortion i was the one she told and i kept her secret as the good little girl i was. not that it mattered. god only knows why i kept her secret she would beat me and call me names daily at school and at home but i still kept her secret. rachel the step sister the fowl mouth tall nearly 6ft legs fot days and perfectly blond hair to her waist. that step sister of mine didnt have one nice thing to say about anyone but her self. I cant stand her but i keep my mouth shut as i knew to well thst if i say what is in my head i will have the living s**t kicked out me.  i carry one getting ready when they poth come in chatting away when thy look at me " were is our breakfest then chunky" rachel said. i said i was sorry but im running late and have to get anna to school. rachel did not look impressed as she stomped passed me knocking my shoulder so i loose pallance and head but the shelf next to my head corsing my head to throp. great just what i need a bruise so everyone can see. anna comes runnning in with a smile that soon disapears. ana hates it when rachel bullies me but even she know not to say anything or they will start with her too. i take the abuse so they dot pick on anna. we leave with nothing else happening thankyfully.  i say good bye to anna and drop her off with her teacher and start walking to wards school and meeting claire on the way. claire is one of my closest friends. she is tall and has this dark sense of humour. she stood leaning agaisnt the metal feance waiting for me before go into the field to take short cut to school. she has her tie loose around her neck dark eye shadow and thick eyeliner she light her cigerette and offers me one and i take it. we walk through the field silently and we poth hear a high pitch sream and we poth look at each and laph. " here come ellie" we poth say in unisen.  ellis comes runnign up to us with such a big grin giving us a big hug and then frowning at us " their digustinh i dont see why u two have to smoke it an awfull habbit and bad for you" ellie tells us. Claire just replys " we all gonna die of something ya know " and rolls her eyes at ellie i just shrug. ellie is telling us how her boyfriend is over this weekend and she wants us to meet him. i think that would be the 6th boyfriend this month that we have hat to meet. we get the top gate of the school. we sit on the wall waiting for elliot and daniel to get here. the top gate is just 2 brick walls and 2 massive metal gates that has the a small lock on it. beyond that is a massive gate is a  field that is used for sports day so it has the long jump sand pit their and the running track and football b***h painted on the grass not that u could see it now. the grass had turned brown from winter its the 4th of january first day back after christmas and only 9 days till my 16th birthday. im one of the oldest in my year. im in top classes for most supjects. not being a fan of p.e i dont take part if i can help it. im phsically fit. ive done martial arts since i was 9 i just dont like p.e. Getting changed infront of people so they can see my scars and bruises makes me have a panick attack.  Elliot and Dnaiel arrive so we start walking in. my sister arrive at the same time and make a comment that i dont hear. i do hear Claires reply though 2 this coming from a couple of girls that would bow down down to man and use a trowl to apply make up" i just laphed i couldnt help it. the scowl i got from my sister was a sign i would regret my giggle later.