it's been 3 days now and I'm getting ready for training. 5 am wake up calls are deadly I'm telling you. I have my own room witch is nice it has a king size bed with a walk in closest because every girl need one. goddess knows why. my window over looks a lake and mountains it nice. the window has a deep window ledge so I made into a place to sit and read. this place has its own library. filled with the history of every shifter.
I'm getting ready for training I put on a blue sports bra and blue sweats. some sneakers and put my hair up in a pony tail. After trying apparently I'm going shopping for a dress for my birthday bash and shifting ceremony. I'm still trying to understand why I need a fancy dress to just shift. everyone has been filling me in with the dtoreys of their first shift, and now I'm sitting it. I know their trying to make me feel better but their not their just making it.
" it will be okay max I promise" moon says in my head
" easy for you to say your riding shot gun. I'm in the driving seat"
why would people tell you about their first shift thinking it would make you feel better. because everyone gets all happy about your bones braking and rearranging to accommodate for your shift. I quess I can try calming breaths or something.
I leave my room and walk to the kitchen. I head straight to the fridge to get some water and Thomas walks in " Hay sis how's it going. you training with the baths son right"
yeah cuz he doesn't know that why does this brother of mine allways ask a question when he already knows. I walk past him and role my eyes " harsh sis come on your so grumpy in the morning. if you put kiko on his putt I'll buy you donuts" I carry on walking and give a thumps up as I walk out heading to the training field. I swear I hate 5 am.
why do they all look fresh as a daisy at this time of day. I walk over to everyone and see my dad's second in command he nods at me " to the centre miss maz ur late no rest for the wicked more your ass" he shouts
" yes sir " I start running and stand in the middle of the circle. I face the betas son. why does he have cocky smile this pup needs a slap I swear. if he keeps look me up and down I'm gonna take his eyes put I swear. " take your persitions" we stand infront I take a defensive stance this dude fights dirty. I've seen it before. he runs towards me and swipes at me right I lift my leg and and turn slightly to the left. as I do he lifts his hand to hit my head I duck and side sweep his legs he sees it coming and jumps. I step back and he comes for me again this dude is getting angry now he's jot touched me once. he's not happy. "ya should keep that temper locked up sweety you won't last long like that" I say
he growls at me and runs for me. I step to the side crap his arm and throw him over my shoulder he flysheet out the ring and hits a tree and he's down. "winner miss maz"
all of I here is shouting and turn around and see a brown wold snarling at me everyone has backed away. my brothers are telling me to walk away slowly.
I walk up to this fool and stand right infront if him. "shift back and give your human control now. do you know what will happen to this fool if you carry on with this stupid behaviour" I say with more authority than I ment to. the wolf growls at me " zero shift now and give your human control now" I shout and with that the wolf shows his kneck in submission and shifts back. now all their is, is a naked man kneeling down looking afraid and apologetic. my brothers run over and so does the beta " you fool attacking the Kings daughter you will be bunished ypu know that don't you" the beta scolds his son. I just say " he doesn't need that what he needs is to learn to control his temper that's all. he's a good fighter he's just lacks disciplin. your anger could get someone else killed if we were in a fight do you understand. stop being foolish. over confidence is your down fall and underestimating your opponent will get ypu killed. are ypu listening. learn from your mistake" I tell the beta and his son. the son looks at me " yes princess and I'm sorry for my behaviour and my wolfs. my say sorry too" he says " don't apologise just don't do it again why do u feel like I'm telling a kid off"
" thank you princess for being lenient. I will make sure it never happenes again" the beta says to me
"look if ypu keep doing things for him and getting him out of trouble all the time he will never learn do ypu understand" I said the beta looked at me with shock in his eyes. " he's going to be the beta he needs to learn that his actions have consequences" I say. thr beta looks at me and nods his head " 200 push ups boy now call your punisent as the princess has said no sever punishment"
I nod my head and wqlk away my brother come up to me saying I'm too nice and he should be put in the cells for his behaviour. " look I get that how it usually is but he's still not much older than me putting in the cell isn't gonna teach him anything other than he gets ignored. he needs to learn he isn't untouchable. push ups is easy and if he plays up again I can make him 50 laps of the pack grounds he will love that" I say my brother look at me like I'm a devil. " maz that would put him on his ass ya know that right. blimey I wouldn't start trouble if that was my punishment"james says I just laph and wave buy. walking into the pack house my dad is their " sweet heart remember this is a royal ball tonight so please no swearing and mind your manners their are dragons elfs and fairy coming" I just jod at him and promise I'll be kn my best behaviour as I walk up stairs. " oh ypu start school on Monday sweet heart" he shouts after me
he did that on purpose everytime he's brought the topic up of school I've practicly ran away like they had poisoned me. I head to my room and straight for the shower . I get washed and walk out. push my Teath and walk out. I find jaz and Sarah their sat on my bed. " just make your self at home why don't your day. they just laph at me. I crap some jeans and loose fitting top and go get changed. as I come out the girls are discussing were we are going. my dad owns a hole shopping mall. Well I do. it was my mom's but was left to me when she passed buy because I'm not 18 dad is the one in control for now. I have emailed own money and cards now. I put on some knee high boots and walk out the room and head to the kitchen. food. Time for breakfast yayyy my favorite time of the day. we take a seat at the table with my brother and the beta and his son my dad. " how is elliot and Jack getting on at the camp" I ask. " their doing great sis apparently they have beta blood in them so their doing fine." James says. Sarah looks so proud for her brothers. " sis the pack they come from is getting worse with their behaviour dad is thinking of taking control of the pack" Sarah yelps jaz rubs her back to calm her down. " couldn't someone just challenge the dough bag and take over that way." I ask to any one who's listening. " yes sweet heart they can. why have you got someone in mind"
" yes dad I was thinking I could I do love here but they are the closest pack to us and I'm not going to be a pampered princess forever you know I've twisted freedom and want more lol. and as elliot and James have beta blood they could be my betas right?" every stops eating and looks at me
" noo not happening I've only just got you back I won't let you go." my dad says
" dad ill allways be here but I would just be a few miles down the road and on top of that their pack lands are the closest to the dragons and elfs. I really wanna see a dragon fly and an elf do sword play apparently they look like their dancing" I practically pecking now. my dad just huffs and says OK. my brothers laph and Sarah days " maz you sure ypu wanna do that he's not nice man he won't play fair"
" I know and that what's going to make it fun I won't kill him but I what I do instead will scare him for life. he won't ever leave his home. and I plan on taking his balls as a trophy. men like him doesn't deserve them anyway" I say out loud " damn sis your scary your really not a fan of men are you and why do you allways talk about taking a man prized possession" James says
I laph " because men are protective over their baby makers. that why and men like that deserve it" I say a matter factly
" and not all men are bad" my brother says and I nod and look down I know women can be the same I'm not deluded. I mumble a sorry and go over to jaz and Sarah.
I feel awful now. I didn't think that the way I am was upsetting people. Sarah looked at me "it's okay maz let's go shopping. and I'll get you donuts okay as a birthday present" I smile at her and nod. my brother are following from behind " can I help you with something their brothers" they laph at me and say " nope we going to the mall gotta get a new suit for tonight oh and dad said try and be back for lunch all the royals from the other shifters will be here and he wants us their to great them"
"oh okay no problem" I say and get the mini that my brothers bought me when I got here jaz drives as I still have not learnt how. apparently driving starts tomorrow. I start to feel a dull ache in my gut and I crunt. jaz notices " their at it again huh" I nod my head "yeah but the pain isn't so bad now it just feels like I took a punch to the gut. I'm either getting use to it or their loosing the ability to get it up" I laph jaz raises an eye brows and says "im hoping it's the second"
these pains are getting better the closer it get to the full moon thankfully.