Two of everything from birth

A double life

The whole episode of my doppelganger bursting into my life has left me with a big problem. How do I keep Linda occupied with something or other. I looked at him , this Paul West and asked him "How do I do this?". He looks at me and says that when he wanted to date the other sister this Linda was always a pest and wanted to ruin everything for them. She doesn't want to find someone else as for two years now they tried to get her to have other interests.

I didn't like this proposal much because I really liked Linda and I wanted to be with her especially if she wanted me as well . I am not really 'ok with doing things behind her back.

I was afraid of her only wanting to be with Paul West and not me as it was possible that could be the case . I am supposed to be her boyfriend but she must not know it's me she is dating and I don't know if I can do that.

Can I really be heatless and do the most unspeakable act of loveing someone and them not knowing that it's me they have chosen to be with I don't know if I can do that as this whole thing is making me sick to my stomach. Mr Paul West, I say to him "You can threaten me all you want but I can't do what you want."

He tells me that Linda has a delicate disposition and that she it is very important that she cannot be disappointed as she can suffer a terrible setback health wise. I am in a very great fix now as my conscience doesn't allow me to lie continually to someone and yet this lady is so preciously beautiful I am afraid that I will fall head over heels inlove with someone that only ever want to be with him this guy infront of me. How can I accept what is going on as I never felt this way before.

Paul West is an impatient man and he wants answers immediately, how do I say YES???

I know I can't say no as I really want her and I know I am going to suffer in the end. I turn to him as he's walking up and down now passing in my small passage waiting for m to answer him. He wants me to tell him everything is okay and that I will willingly accept the terms of this arrangement but what about me and the fact that I know that there is no way this relationship is not going to go on and burn a great big hole right through my heart. I am not immune to heartache as I have suffered so much loss the last time I had a girlfriend choose another man over me.

When I tell him after thought that there is no way I can do this if she doesn't know who I am I can't do if he looks at me and says 'Ok he understands but if we tell her I have to bear the consequences and that he wanted me to speak to Laura first so that I can understand the situation.

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