With all his doubts, Samuel landed back in New York later that night. He was tired, stressed and desperately in need of a drink. Funny how it only took a couple of days to make him into a completely different person. Or so Samuel felt. Samuel knew that he could never be the same after watching those videos. The first thing Samuel wanted to do was go to Sarah, but after an exhausting flight and stressful realizations, he did not want that. Samuel ordered his men to go back to his apartment complex. Tiredly, he took a bath, then sat in the lounge in his robe tied carelessly. Samuel draped his body on the lounge chair while cradling a bottle of whiskey. The familiar sting of whiskey trickling down his throat made his mind more aware of his surroundings. It made him think about all the

