Everything

"Happy birthday to you," her friends and family sang to Olivia it was her 18th birthday, she blew out her candles and made a wish. "I wish I had everything I've ever wanted" she thought. Fiona her best friend screamed happy birthday b***h while laughing. It was the summer of my senior year and her brother Nathaniel was at my birthday bash my parents threw me. We're currently sitting around a bon fire drinking some alcohol we snuck in. "Are you having a blast Liv", that's what Nathaniel calles me has since I was 9 years old. he's a year and half older than me and I've had the biggest crush on him since I was 13 years old but he doesn't know it, or at least I don't think he knows it. "Hell yes I'm having a great time," I think this Smirnoff I'm drinking is making me braver, so I decided I'm going to give him a friendly peck on the cheek to thank him, right when I go to kiss he turns to ask me something and I have now given him a full on kiss. oh God kill me now, immediately I get up and run not realizing Nathaniel is right behind me, he catches my arm and drags me by the house away from everyone, I'm about to apologize and blame the alcohol but he stops me by giving me a better kiss. "God I've been wanting to do that for a while but with you being my sister's best friend I didn't want to mess up your relationship with her," kissing him was everything I've dreamt of and more, wait did he just say he has wanted to do this for a while?