Carlos ?
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Jayson's POV.
"WHAT THE f**k !! " I growl at him
I see him gulp fear on his face.
" what are you doing her?! " I almost scream
Scared and hurt, has she been seeing him al this time did she not mean it when she said she loved me . I feel so bad and I realize that this must been a little of what she felt the day she saw my picture in that paper.
"I ...ughh" he hesitates before he continues..
"I'm sorry Jayson but I wanted to see Serina, I came to surprise her I know she has no one and those kids are family you see and I know she wil not take me back but I always have been her go to and you hurt her she never loved me like that I could never hurt her like that but you , you really did hurt her "he says with a guilty and disappointed look
Great ! looks like every one is disappointed in me lately I might as wel walk to her with Carlos so she could yell and curse some more I roll my eye's
"not only is that not your concern but also she is my girl not yours those are my kids not yours you f****d that s**t up when you got caught cheating " I spat angry
"wel should I remind you you did to and you got engaged you did worse in this case she loved you "he says softly back
I sigh "fine "lets go
we walk back to her room making sure nobody sees us
"why are being sneaky "he whispers
"wel she kind of told the nurses not to let our family in ever " I grumble as we turn the corner and we immediately hear soft sobs.
not bothering to knock I swing the door open letting my brother in she looks up angry
"what the f**k do you want "she snaps
Carlos walks over to her and wrap his arms around her and I almost loose it how dare he touch her like that.
She pushes his chest cry scream and wiggle to get away until she gives up and cry making his shirt wet.
I did not expect that how can she forgive him and allow him to hold her like that.
I push him away from her and wrap my hands on her stil shaking body.
I feel carlos eye's burning on my back
"what " I bark at him
"Jayson I see you , I see every thing you feel you are my brother, but you did f**k up "he whispers
I cant , I cant let go goes thru my head over and over again. I just want her to be happy with me.
I feel her sigh and stir that is when I realize she has cried herself asleep I am so ashamed of how I treated her of what I am doing to her but she just has to give me a few years I wil have everything back on track and by then me and Amber wil be over ,right ? I run my hans trhu my hear and sigh my phone beeps and I use one hand to ease her on the bed and one to grab the phone I pick up not looking at who is calling
"yes , Jayson wel , who am I speaking to ? "
"hey baby , are you done there I need you here for a while. " I hear Amber state
I walk to the crying baby and pick him up
" listen , Amber I am needed here with the kids, I'm sorry "
"Sorry ,Really Jayson cant their mother take care of them , is that not why she is there? I really don't like you there can you understand that ? " I hear her say a little irritated
"she is here because she is the mother of my kids not the nanny Amber and "before I could tel her why I cant come she snaps
"she is not your wife or your fiance I am and so you beter start acting like it or I wil not be happy and you are suppose to keep me happy remember ! so get the f**k over here ! "
"Amber I never took you for this type but oké , I am staying here until I am nit needed any longer "I state hanging up the phone
not wanting to wake up my Serina I pres the button so the nurse wil get here
"what can I help you w.. " she walks in her face turns hard "I am sorry mr. wel but you need to leave "
"she let me in she has a fever and I am taking care of the baby's until she feels beter "
I state
her face is stil hard and angry, "wel mr. wel than why did you call ? "
"I need to know what to do and to make sure she is oké "
" she wil be fine mr. wel she could have gone home she just stayed mostly for the kids, I think she feels like that due to stress and not eating "she states she has not really been sleeping or eating and I geus that that's what happens when you get your heart broken "she scowls at me really even the nurse!
she takes out a little stack of papers and puts on the table in the middle of the room .
" this is what you need to know what to do to take care of the kids just read it when your done giving this big boy some formula before the girl wakes. "
giving the baby formula is the best feeling ever I love it I even love changing diapers!
Serina is stil asleep and I turned of my phone looking at her once again feeling like a creep I think I am obsessing over her if she wil not take me back I wil truthfully turn in to some creep lurking at her when she sits home sleeping
I sigh and pick her up laying under her as the night falls I let my finger slightly feel her heart beat she has been sleeping way to long !
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