serina , my baby

what the f**k Jason!

Jayson's POV.

I sigh and look at her what was amber doing here anyway , I really don't want to marry her but I made this mess now I have to fix it.

I never ment to hurt Serina I wanted to focus on us on the house but things happend I sigh I will have to explain sooner or later.

She love's me she told me I believe her and all I do is hurt her I will make this up to her I got myself in deep and I don't know how to get myself out.

the sun peeps thru the curtains and one of the baby's start crying. They sleep in the room with Serina , I put her slowly on the bed not to wake her and walk to one of the hospital cribs.

I peep my head over the little bundels one bleu blanked covering a sleeping boy and one pink blanked covering a crying girl

You did good baby I think by myself she put two wonders in the world and I love her for it.

I pick up the girl and I look at the smallest baby I have ever seen you could see she was smaller then the baby boy she stopt crying and just stared at me her both hands on my cheeks and my breath stops for a while I cant look away and the words slip out of my mouth.

"you are the love op my life, everything I have , everything I am are yours forever , I Swear I wil not leave you I wil not hurt you and I promise to protect you with everything I have " I whisper to her and place my had against her small little head a tear slips down my cheeks.

I wipe the tear away and stare at the girl as I turn to see my baby sitting up starring at me.

I clear my throat "ugh baby I ,.. did not know you were awake "

she smiles at me "wel I was , Jayson we get out in a week exually 4 days now but ya a week "I say blushing

I look at her what is she saying does she want me to leave them now? I cant I won't.

"what do you want to say with that statement ?"I ask scared she wil send me away or keep me from my baby's

" I .. I know you love them Jayson" she sigh's before I could say anything she says

"I wanted to ask you if you wanted to pick us up we could talk visiting arrangements then oké?"

I don't know what to say I thought she would want me to stay away I expected a fight after what I did so the only thing I thought of was

"why ? "

"for the kids , for you I do care Jayson "she whispers

I really did hurt her and she stil care's and she stil looks for everybody but herself. I don't know how to tell her so I just do it fast and hope she gets a chance to progress it in the 4 days left in here.

"I .. you know I ... I kind of moved in with amber at your place so I could stay close to you and the kids , just so I could help you I made the rooms you had tree spare anyway so I made 2 for the kids and one extra for you ,because amber said we are with two we should get the main room you understand, right? " and she just stares at me first like someone just told her that werewolf are real.

"are you f*****g kidding me Jay ! you beter be out by the time I get out of here because I wil cal the cops on your ass ! that is my house not yours not hers mine and the kids so move out ! and I want a new bed god knows what you to have been doing in my bed! you beter make sure I don't see a trace of any of you in my house Jayson! "

She yells at me see I was right to expect a fit from her. I get were she is coming from so I try to compromise

"see I know what you mean oké so then we just switch you could have the main room if its that important "

she looks shocked knew she did not think I would put her first so I smile at her. I care for her , I want her happy.

"Jayson do you really expect me to live with you and your fiance in my house I don't even like her I do not want her to get near my kids " she hisses at me

did not expect that tough why does she not want me there ? Why does she not like amber ?

she sigh "Jayson just make sure you two are out of my house when I get there oké and I do want a new bed "

"what do you want from me Serina I am trying " I snap

"I latterly just told you what I want, "she snaps then squeals " oh and MacDonald ! "

"fine "I say defeated "how do you expect me to be there then ? "

"wel for one without your fiance , I don't need to see her Jayson ,just lest try little steps oké ?and I want chicken nugget by the way "

Holding my little girl to my chest. I just wanted to be a family how did I get myself in this mess, I hand her the girl who is sucking on her hands.

I go get her her chicken nuggets, calling the movers and ordering a new bed. I'm just happy she did not ask for more furniture I kind of explored the house with Amber she wanted that and I had to keep her happy or I wil be f****d.

Amber did not take it wel

"wel why does she not want me there ? I mean am I not part of your life ?! " she yells tru the phone

"you are you know you are "I say firm

" then why cant we stay there ? why cant I see the kids ? "she asked stil mad

I do not know what to say for a moment then deside on truth

" wel she is having some trouble with it she wil try though little steps she just had the kids "

"yes wel we are getting married soon and I want to meet your kids "she states "they wil have to be flower kids "

I gulp I don't know how Serina is going tot take that

"she just wil have to get over it by then "she says bored "

I quickly end the call as I am getting to Serina bringing her chicken nuggets I chuckle.

I love her, how am I going to have her.