serina , my baby

the day you broke me

Serina's POV. 

damn it has been to long since I have had a good sleep I swear I am not one of those girls who loves to eat and sleep but I really would like a good sleep right now. 

but my baby is coming home soon so I just force myself to the kitchen starting to prepare a delicious meal for my baby the baby's could be hear anytime now and I am kind of scared I gulp 

I sit at home waiting hours passing and then I start feeling f**k  load of pain 

"s**t!" I scream that does not feel like the one I had this is it I am going in to labor ! 

I grab a foon and start to call Jason I call like a million time no answer 

so I just dial the number of the dokter who saying I do not have a ride he sends paramedics to my home this s**t is going to cost me ! 

I does not take to long I was 8 hours busy in total witch is not long .

no sign of Jason yet I keep a close eye on my foon f he cals he does not know I'm here and it kind of hurts knowing that he is not here with me I look at my beautiful little kids the are really smal and can't go home yet me neither but afte ra few tests we all can go home according to the dokters we wil be out in 2 week I grin the look so cute and tear up ! a girl and a boy I swear I wil love them for ever I deside on Dylan I grin thinking of my favorite guy Dylan O'brein ya!! and Delainey 

* beep beep beep * 

ya s**t I grab the foon my baby girl just fell a sleep I scowl when I see its Jayson he probably just got home wht the f**k its 9 in the morning where the hell has he been ! 

"what !? " I snap 

"baby I'm sorry okay I can explain , please come home " I hear his voice tru the foon I sigh dumb ass ! 

"home ? Jason where the hell have you been I just had OUR baby's and you were not there ! "I whisper yell at him 

"I'm a dad ! " I hear him yelling happily I scowl 

"I'm coming baby "that exually does make me smile 

I just hope he has a good reason to be home at this time is sigh looking at my babý's 

the nurse comes in with a card with food on it and a news paper 

I usually do not read the news paper but the picture caught my eye 

the asshole! 

its a picture af Jason and the woman who I saw him with the day I went to tell him about my pregnancy tears wel up in my face as I read 

 * we are geusing the bisnes is going good and expanding . Carlos wel just got married yesterday to the ex-girlfriend of Jayson wel. Jayson seem to be handeling it really good with his new flavor in his arms. it was a big wedding and every one got an invite we were surprised not seeing Serina the ex-girlfriend of Carlos at the party but this would make sens sins there were rumors about an pregnancy who would want their baby mamma at their wedding huh ! * I could not read further than that staring at Jason and his* new flavor kissing *it made me really sick 

that's when I hear a knock on the door and Jason come's barging in with a big grin on his face and I trow the paper at his head 

"here ! this is where you were you ass get the f**k out ! " I try to scream but my throat is sore and I'm crying 

I turn to my side sobbing staring at the two baby's we created I feel his big hands grabbing my foot try-ing to get my attention but I ignore him and continue sobbing 

Jason's POV 

I swear my head hurts I should not have went home with amber last night but it was so tempting ! I dont know what to say to Serina I f****d up I know 

"Serina please I can explain "I beg her holding her foot while she sobs and stares at the see tru cribs next to her hospital bed 

she does not even look at me and I get frustrated what am I suppose to do now ! 

so I just walk oud trying not to hear her sobs because it breaks me hearing her cry. 

I ask the nurse when she can get out and she explains after 2 week if the tests are oké and I ask what I should know when I come to get them she explains what we should have in the house and in the car to drive them and I walk out of the hospital feeling like a dickhead 

I get in the house using my key I stil feel like an ass for leaving her and not being there and it kills me so I walk upstairs no I did not do the baby room yet I was to busy and I know she would hold it against me so I walk to the boxes we had placed in here. 

I look at the baby beds and the toys we bought I sigh I take my cell and call my assistent

I ask her to take paint at the house and she asks what colour and I have no idea it gets to me that we did talk about it but I never really paid attention I grap her papers and start reading I geus a little to late now 

I sigh " please bring baby bleu , baby pink , Forrest green , yellow and white please "I beg I tell her the adres and keep reading I could almost see it what she thought about would look amazing she is so creative why did I not see it before I get frustrated again 

I started moving the boxes out of the rooms.