(Lena's POV).
I was still surprised that the word 'mate' came out of his mouth for the first time. It's not unusual for an Omega to feel this way because an Omega has never felt a mate bond towards anyone before.
But this sudden kiss of his, even though I was still surprised by all this, I couldn't resist or push him away.
The way he kissed me, even the s****l aura he had, made me feel like I was getting carried away.
I even realized that I was also returning his intoxicating kiss on my lips. Moreover, I was pretty inexperienced with this kind of feeling, and it was addictive and really challenging.
"Ah..." I still managed to sigh when my lips parted, and he drove his tongue deeper into my mouth.
"You feel good?"
I felt like I was mesmerized by his great kiss, moaning when he asked as if it was an answer that I really enjoyed.
I moaned as his tongue poked the inside of my mouth like a wave. It vibrated every previously dead sensitivity of my body. My blood rippled like a wind that sent shivers down my spine.
I couldn't resist if it tasted this good. I was fooling myself that this was something I should enjoy, but my rapidly beating heart gave me the alarm to run away from it all.
It was only a short while ago that I was rejected by my partner, and now I'm under the thumb of a strong, dominant, and also tempting to miss alpha. Every vein on his skin felt like something worth tasting. His burly hands squeezed my skin with a vibration that made me shiver.
I was wretched.
The pleasure is creeping up and filling my whole body. The wetness in my nether regions was proof that his touch was delicious and satisfying.
Oh my god.
My head jerked back as he kissed my neck. His tongue licked my skin like he was tasting his evening snack. My hands squeezed his hair. My eyes closed as the kiss hardened and must have left a mark there.
I didn't know if this was the right thing to do, but I couldn't stop it. My body responded to his every touch.
I should have pushed him away. Told him not to touch me, but no, I couldn't. He's too... intense, and the bad side inside me is screaming that I enjoy it too.
"Ah," another moan escapes my swollen lips. My eyes opened and closed as he licked my ear. One of his hands gripped my jaw tightly, while his other hand traveled down, stroking my arm, then down to my stomach and caressing it in a circular motion.
It felt like a sting, and I gasped with a louder moan coming out of my mouth. My head was spinning. I lost my sanity in the blink of an eye.
It was like being on a drug that was addictive but also deadly, dangerous, and consuming. Something I should have pushed away.
His fingers are like burning coals exploring every bit of my skin relentlessly. Pressing down on my belly button to make me squirm beneath him. I squeezed his hand, struggling with the teasing he was doing to me.
I could feel him smirking as his lips returned to crushing mine. While his hands deftly slipped into my jeans, so skillfully as if it wasn't the first time he had done that.
His every move was dominating, organized, and also seductive.
"Enggh!"
My body shivered, and a mighty moan escaped my mouth when his fingers found mine down there, wet, twitching, and hot. His fingers tore at the outside of it, as did the thin hairs I had cut off earlier. It made the tingles and pleasure surge through me.
"You're so wet, little mouse," he whispered dirty in my ear, licking it, then biting down to make my body convulse.
It was at the same time that one of his fingers slipped into my slippery snatch. It entered perfectly and caused a shock like an electric shock.
My body shivered under his broad chest and as he pressed in closer, I could feel his erection and his heavy breathing.
He inserted another finger, and I gasped. I reflexively tightened my legs and kept his fingers there. Trapping his hand in my p***y.
he grinned.
"You must really like my fingers," he whispered.
My face turned bright red. It wasn't what I wanted. But I couldn't even return the wild teasing and just curled up in his arms like I was obediently accepting everything and squirmed as his fingers shuffled around, driving me insane.
"N-no," my voice stuttered. Finally, the nervous voice came out of my mouth, which had been numb and swollen.
But he calmed me down with a small kiss and whispered above my lips.
"Sshh... Don't be afraid, Little mouse." He brushed my lips with his fingers. His piercing eyes drowned me. I'll make you forget all the pain... just relax and surrender yourself to me. You're mine," he growled at me.
I pushed against him in protest; the pain and pleasure that spread felt alien.
I knew that Alpha must have had thousands of women stripping on the bed just to get his p***s. And I was one of those women who maybe was his stupid, innocent prey that he could use as he pleased before discarding when he was satisfied.
And somehow when I think about it, it makes me angry.
Why would an Alpha like that want to play with a dirty Omega like me?
Everyone else would have put their foot down to stomp on me and spit out insults just to get the satisfaction of making a lowly omega like me miserable.
He should have done the same, but instead of making me cry from my wounds, he gave me moans of pleasure from his touches and kisses.
How strange.
Omega was lucky enough to get his second mate after being humiliatingly dumped by his first. That would never happen, and even if it did, my mate would have dumped me just like I was dumped before.
This must be a trick.
He must be using me as a toy that he could treat as he pleased.
In a rising sense of disappointment, humiliation, and anger, I pushed him harder. Both my hands clenched into fists on his chest. While I stared at him strongly as the sharpness in his eyes increased along with my refusal.
"Littleー"
"No, please!" I screamed, and without realizing it, my strength increased to the point where I broke free from him.
I quickly put some distance between us. Hugging my body covered the embarrassment and the touch that left a trace.
I shivered as I stared at him, like a wild animal.
I boldly said to him, "If you dare to come near me again, I will kick your ass in the crotch so that you will never be a father!"