Five Years Later

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Five years. That’s what the card on the fridge says. "5 Years. Happy Anniversary." Written in Lucia’s crayon. She’s 5 now. Loud. Curious. Has Alessandro’s eyes and my stubbornness. A lot can happen in five years. --- Morning at the water house. 6:30AM. Sun coming through the kitchen windows. I’m making pancakes. Burning the first batch. As usual. "Dad," Lucia yells from upstairs. "Dad, I had a dream about unicorns." Alessandro’s voice. "Come tell me about them, tesoro." Footsteps. Then both of them in the kitchen. He’s in sweats. Hair messy. Carrying her on his hip. "Morning," he says to me. Kisses my temple. "Morning," he says to her. Kisses her head. "Morning," I say. "Pancakes are almost ready." Lucia slides off him and climbs onto a chair. "Can I have chocolate chips in mine." "Yes," Alessandro and I say at the same time. He looks at me and smiles. "Still a team." "Still," I say. --- After breakfast we drive into the city. Three of us. One car. No guards in the front seat anymore. Just Marco, driving. He’s been with us for 5 years. He’s basically family now. First stop: The clinic. It’s bigger now. Three floors. 12 doctors. Free for anyone. I still work two days a week. Today is one of them. Lucia runs to the front desk. "Auntie Rosa, I brought you a drawing." Rosa, who’s been here since day one, kneels down. "Let me see, princess." Alessandro watches them. "You built this," he says to me quietly. "We built this," I correct. He kisses me. "Still." My day is chaos. In a good way. Stitches. Checkups. A new baby. At lunch Alessandro comes by with food. "Board meeting in an hour," he says. "You coming." "I have 3 more patients," I say. "I’ll wait," he says. He sits in the corner and answers emails. Lucia colors next to him. This is normal now. --- The board meeting is boring. In a good way. Profits. New projects. The housing development is 80% done. "And Mrs. Moretti’s youth program has 200 kids enrolled," the CFO says. Alessandro looks at me. Proud. After, we walk out together. "How was it," he asks. "Good," I say. "Boring. I like boring now." "Me too," he says. --- We don’t go back to the penthouse much anymore. We sold it last year. Bought a townhouse 10 minutes from the clinic. But we still keep the water house. For weekends. That night we’re there. Lucia is asleep. We’re on the porch. Wine. No TV. Just crickets. "Do you remember," Alessandro asks. "What." "The first night we sat here," he says. "After the gala. When I was scared and you were brave." "I remember," I say. "I thought I was going to lose you," he says. "You didn’t," I say. "No," he says. "I got you instead." He takes my hand. "Best deal I ever made." "Even though it wasn’t a deal," I say. "Especially because it wasn’t," he says. --- The next morning Daniel and Maya come over with their twins. Boy and girl. 3 years old. Chaos. The house is loud. Lucia is the boss of the cousins. She makes them build a fort. Alessandro is on the floor with all three kids. Building legos. Daniel looks at me. "You guys look good." "We are good," I say. Maya hugs me. "I’m so happy for you. For all of you." "Me too," I say. After they leave, Alessandro and I clean up. "Think we should have another one," he asks casually. Like he’s asking about dinner. I stop. "What." "A sibling for Lucia," he says. "If you want." I think about it. "Yeah. I do." He smiles. "Then let’s do it." --- Winter comes. I’m pregnant again. 4 months. Alessandro is worse than I am. He reads every book. He installs the car seat 3 times. "You’re nesting," I tease. "I am not," he says. Then buys a second crib "just in case." The clinic has a new program. Mental health. Free counseling. I run it. Alessandro funds it. At the opening, he gives a speech. "Five years ago I thought strength was about money and power," he says. "I was wrong. Strength is this. Helping people. Showing up. Being here." He looks at me in the crowd. "And strength is her." I cry. He pretends not to see. --- Spring. Baby number two arrives. A boy. We name him Matteo. After Alessandro’s dad. He’s loud. Has my hair. Alessandro’s temper. Lucia is obsessed. "This is my baby brother. You can’t touch him." Alessandro is a mess. In love. The first night home he’s up every two hours. "You don’t have to," I say. "I want to," he says. "I missed this." With Lucia I was alone. With Matteo, he’s here. --- Two years pass like that. Clinic. School. Soccer practice. Birthday parties. Normal things. Alessandro still runs the business. But he’s home for dinner 5 nights a week. I still work at the clinic. But I’m not in the ER anymore. We fight. About dishes. About schedules. We make up. Over coffee. Over late night talks. --- Lucia starts kindergarten. Alessandro walks her in on the first day. In a suit. Holding her hand. She waves to me from the door. "Bye mama. Bye papa." Papa. He hears it too. He squeezes my hand. After, in the car, he’s quiet. "What," I ask. "Nothing," he says. "Just. I never thought I’d get this." "You did," I say. "Because of you," he says. --- Matteo’s second birthday. Party at the water house. Alessandro gives another speech. "Two years ago I was terrified I would mess this up," he says. "But then I remembered. I don’t have to do it alone. I have her." He points at me. "And I have you guys." Lucia runs up and hugs his legs. Matteo climbs into my lap. This is our life. --- Summer. We take a trip. Italy. All four of us. Alessandro’s aunt cries when she sees the kids. "Family," she says. "You have family now." "I do," Alessandro says. "I finally do." We visit the village he grew up in. He shows Lucia where he played. He tells Matteo stories. At night he tells me, "I used to hate this place. Now I love it. Because it made me. And it led me to you." --- Fall again. 5 years and 6 months since the contract. I’m at the clinic late. Alessandro texts: "Come home. I have something." I do. He’s in the living room. With Lucia and Matteo asleep upstairs. On the table is a folder. "What’s this," I ask. "Open it," he says. Inside: papers. Deeds. "The clinic," he says. "It’s yours. 100%. I transferred it." "What," I say. "I don’t want you to ever feel like you need me for it," he says. "It’s your work. Your dream. It should be yours." I stare at him. "Alessandro." "I love you," he says. "And I want you to have everything." I cry. He holds me. --- New Year's. Same porch. Same wine. But now there are two kids sleeping inside. "5 years," he says. "5 years," I say. "Would you do it again," he asks. "Sign the contract." I think about it. "Yes. Because it led me here." "Me too," he says. "A thousand times yes." He kisses me. --- Tonight. I’m writing this from our bed. Alessandro is asleep next to me. One arm thrown over me, like he’s been doing for 5 years. Down the hall, Lucia is talking to her stuffed animals. Next to her, Matteo is snoring. Outside, the city is quiet. Inside, we are not. We are loud. And messy. And real. And we are happy. The contract is long gone. But what we built from it is still here. Us. And that was always the point. --- P.S. If you’re reading this 10 years from now: We’re still here. Still choosing each other.
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