my stalker used to be my best friend

As I hugged my mom goodbye as she was leaving on a week long cruise with my dad, I would have the whole house to myself during the day. at night, my bully sleeps in my bed. Nope, u heard me right. My bully is my neighbor and used to be mine and my brothers best friend. my brother died when I was 13. I'm 16 now .my brother died in a bike accident, I wasn't home, but Blake, the bully, was there and saw the whole accident. and that's when he stopped being my friend and became my school bully in front of his friends and bimbos. but what they don't know is that at night, to stop his nightmares, he sleeps with me ,and I let him hopeing and pray the old Blake will come back. I'm not the hottest looking girl at our school, but I'm pretty enough I have long black hair and blue eyes, all the right curves in the right places. u can do this jazz as I give myself a look over. I put my hair in a high ponytail, little mascara eyeliner, and lip gloss. I'm wearing the outfit Blake hates and forbids me to wear. he is gonna kill me when I wake him. but oh well, I'm done with this game he can go and get one of his bimbos to sleep with. and stop using and torturing me. I sigh as I walk up the stairs it's 6 a.m., I always wake Blake at this time, I get to my door, take a deep breath, and open it while telling Blake to get up. I find him gone , good riddens. I say he can't argue with me and force me to change. I walk over to my bed and strip it so there are no traces left of him. he will never again crawl into my bed. at 730, I hear a loud honk and a let's go bitch.hollar from my bestie Kim. I grab my phone and my bag and head out the door. I hope into Kim's car, and she says ewwww girl ur gonna piss Blake off today.""""" Let the s**t show begin, I say I'm done with that ass. as we pull into the parking lot, I can feel my heart beating faster , and then I see him as we park, standing there with his bimbos and friends. Kim parks and says to me, "u got this screw him.as we get out of the car and walk to the door, I can feel his death stare on me, burning into my back. as Kim opens the door to the school, I turn and give Blake a screw u smile and walk inside. that felt so good but scary to cuse he will get me at some point today. Blake's pov I scooted out of jazz house before she could wake me up, I didn't wanna have the argument today of all days .today is the anniversary of her brother Jimmy's death. after he died, I couldn't bring myself to look at her. Although no one had ever blamed me or even said that , I knew she hated me the love my life despised me. so I took to bullying her, not right. I know , it's the only way she would look at me or even talk to me at that time. my mom and her mom are long-time friends, so no one but Jasmine questions my sleeping with her . she calms my nightmares.. but I must have done something pretty bad to her for her to wear that outfit she knows I hate it. jasmine pov I skipped my locker and went straight to Kim's with her. my locker is close to blakes.i lean against the empty locker next to kims as she grabs her stuff. I say, "Let's do a girls' night like we used to at ur house. sounds like a plan, she says as she shuts her locker and turns to me. Let's go to class. my first class goes off without any issues .as I walk to my next class that I hate, Blake is in here . I open the door and head to my seat.noone is in here yet, so I pull out my notebook and wait for the teacher . as I. doodling the hairs on the back of my neck, stand up, and I look up into the death stare coming my way. he sits next to me, I don't look at him. my heart is beating so fast u can do this, I tell myself. a breath on my neck pulls me out of my thoughts. a whisper yell in my ear comes at me. What are u wearing. with a smile, I whisper and yell back an outfit u like it. knowing that is gonna piss him off more. Jaz, u know what I mean? I don't want u wearing that. and since when.... I didn't get to finish the teacher came in . the teacher started the lesson as her back was turned to the chalkboard. I took this opportunity to whisper to Blake. u have no say over how i choose to dress mind ur own business. turning my attention back to the teacher, I suddenly feel a hand on my thigh. and hot breath on my neck ur gonna regret saying that to me, puppy , I used to love him calling me that. before I could answer the bell rings, thank God, grabbing my stuff, and head out the door to lunch. walking the cafeteria, I caught up with Kim and sat down. as I'm talking to her, I can feel the death stare on me , I turn and look, and Blake is staring hard at me. Kim leans into my ear and ignores him he is an ass and a bully . u don't understand, Kim. Maybe today wasn't the day to be this brave it is my brothers death anniversary. it's the best time, Jaz, to cut it off and stand ur ground . ur right i look away and focus on we eating. after lunch is my free period, and I always go to the library. As I walk in the door, I take my usual seat in the back and begin to read . I was a few minutes into reading when a shadow blocked the light . As I looked up, I saw none other Blake and his death stare ...... rolling my eyes. I ask him, "Don't u have anything better today, then hunt me down. before I can return to my book, I am yanked out of my chair and slammed into the bookshelf. What are u doing? I whisper yell, "Get ur hands off me. I'm trying to push him away, but he doesn't budge. why, why, today of all days, Jaz? Are u rattling my cage.what makes today any different than yesterday ? oh, I know why cuse it's Jimmy's death anniversary. Get over blaming me for something I didn't do, Blake it's getting old. i finally look up at him, and he looks stunned and angry. his hands move from holding them behind my back to holding them with one hand above my head. I'm trying to wiggle free, but I can't. u stupid jerk I hat.... I can't finish my sentence as his lips come crashing down on mine. My eyes are wide and stuned. his lips are soft and gentle he bits my bottom. lip I gasp in shock when I open my mouth, he dominates it, exploring every inch of my mouth.he moves his lips off of my mouth and moves his kisses down my neck. igniting a fire all over me .