The divorce wasn't nearly as complicated as I had imagined. Before long, we walked out of the courthouse with the divorce decree in hand. I walked ahead, took a photo, and sent the freshly issued divorce decree to Nathan on w******p. I told him he could start pouring the drinks. Then I reached out to hail a cab to his bar. While I was waiting, Elliot's strained voice came from behind me. "Vanessa?" I turned back. "Do you need something?" Elliot only bit his lip and stared at me in silence. I knew that look too well. Every time he upset me, he would look at me that way. When he did, my useless heart would soften. Then I would immediately turn back and comfort him. I really had been such a doormat. But now, when I saw him like this, I felt nothing. My cab was almost here. I

