Lia
I’m in the kitchen making breakfast and I sigh, putting our plates on the counter, thinking about Chris. I’m worried about him. He hasn’t slept well since the loss of our baby, we both haven’t, but last night’s events made me realize just how much I've neglected him. He was sobbing in his sleep, calling out for Cameron,
apologizing, even calling him Cj.
I struggled with the loss of our son, I still am, but I’m now able to stand on my feet again. Two months ago I just wanted to lie down and die, but he didn’t let me. He even allowed Tyler back in my life and I know it took a lot from him to do that, but he did, so I could get better. He put his heart on the line so mine could heal and he’s spent every hour of every day taking care of me. He’s been my pillar of strength, but I haven
