Well, three is a crowd.

'Dear Diary ....sigh...... Where do I even start? I'm sure by now you already know why I'm here once again from my somewhat dramatic intro. I honestly don't know what to do any more. So we went out and had drinks with her friends tonight. The entire evening was actually fun and enjoyable, I even got to see a preview of the movie Liam is staring in. That was the highlight of my night, like clip he showed me was different from the released trailer. Okay, if I keep going on about Liam and the others this whole entry and it's intro are going to look irrelevant, like a overreaction over nothing. Things went down the moment we walked through the front door. Camila was all over me before I could even open the damned door, kissing, groping and taking my clothes off. Sure she's my wife, but she knows fully well how uncomfortable those kind of things make me feel. Like what's the point of our pact if she's going to break it every chance she gets. Yes I slept with her or rather she f****d me, AGAIN and I'm pretty sure she's going to blame it all on the alcohol in the morning. Bottom line I feel very dirty, even after the 45 min shower I took. Like I can still smell and feel her all over me. I would totally be out of this mess if only she could respect me as much as I do her. Anyway, I feel much better now that I've finally shared what's on my mind. Hope that I can finally sleep, yes in the same bed as her but now I'm sure I won't kill her.' Adam sat at the side table by the window with his diary and a cup of strong expresso. He normally would have gone for a glass of whiskey or something stronger but given the state his mind was in, expresso was a better option. He was a head in the clouds kind of person and usually spent nights like this one sitting by the window, staring at the world out side till sunrise. It usually helped him come to terms with the direction his life was taking and would also lift his spirits up. On most nights he would cook up ways to escape from his family's clutches or something work related. That night Liam's up coming movie was all he could think about. The movie was a rom com with some steamy scenes which were to be played by Liam as he was the main character. The clip that he had seen that night was one of those sappy, way too sweet scenes and for some reason Adam liked that side of Liam. In real life Liam was a playful and kind guy, while the character he played was a closed off, cold, charismatic but nice to those around him type of guy (which was close to Adam's personality). Yes, Adam knew all of this because he found the character interesting and was looking forward to see how his friend would bring it to life. So that night by the window all he did was imagine how the storyline was going to unfold, of course with different versions given that he spent the whole night thinking about it.