Forlorn for Eternity in the midst of Happy Endings

"You know what?! I should have just believed my best friend that you had cheated on me! but no... my stupid heart...it still belonged to you and I deserve an explanation at least Jimin." I said all the while holding back my tears and almost hating myself for not being able to argue without crying.

"I am not the bad person you think of me as, Amelia." he said in a weak voice.

"Stop trying to change the topic! Tell me the so-called mistake that you did!" I said gritting my teeth in anger.

"I am sorry...I was lustful and I just didn't know what I was doing.." he said with teary eyes that showed his shame and guilt.

"Sorry won't fix it Justin! I don't want to keep talking to you anymore...it took you whole two months just to accept your mistake? Thank goodness that I followed my intuition and broke up with you two months ago or you would have been lying to me this whole time" I said trying to keep my cool.

"I will still talk to you" he said as a tear slipped from his eye and rolled down his cheek.

I broke the glass in my hands in anger as I yelled at him with the overwhelming emotions of betrayal that I felt. "I am independent enough to decide what I do and don't. You are in no position to tell me how I should live! Not even my father does that!!" and I walked out of the cafe with tears streaming down my cheeks.

Maybe things would have been different if I had let him explain that day...?

Or maybe some things just don't need explanations at all? Nature decides whether to keep us forlorn from a few emotions or encompassed within them.