Craving Three Daddies To Hurt My Ex

ISABEL The concealer isn't covering it as I stare at my reflection in the bathroom mirror, dabbing more product onto the bruise on my upper arm where Leo grabbed me last week. Five days, and the purple-blue mark is still visible beneath my olive skin, a fingerprint constellation of his anger. "You made me do this," he'd said afterwards, his voice flat and cold. "If you weren't so f*****g needy all the time..." I'd apologised. Actually apologized for making him hurt me again. My hands shake as I set down the concealer stick. Three years of marriage, and I've become an expert at hiding marks . The woman in the mirror is a stranger, chestnut brown eyes that used to sparkle with ambition now dull with carefully suppressed pain. Cheekbones are more prominent than they should be because Leo comments when I eat "too much." Hair perfectly styled because anything less results in a lecture about "letting myself go." When did I become this person? This hollow version of Isabel Queens who tiptoes through her own home, monitors her husband's moods like a weather system, and flinches at sudden movements? I know the answer. It was gradual… so gradual I didn't notice until I was drowning. First year: "You're too close to your family. They don't respect me. Choose." Second year: "You're too emotional. Too dramatic. Why do you always have to make everything a problem?" Third year: "You're lucky I stayed. No one else would put up with you." And now? Now I'm covering bruises and planning a perfect anniversary dinner like it'll somehow fix everything that's broken between us. Pathetic. I finished my makeup, another bruise on my collarbone from two nights ago when I "provoked him" by asking where he'd been until 2 AM. I'd learned quickly not to ask questions, but sometimes the words slip out anyway. Sometimes I still have flashes of the woman I used to be, the heiress who walked away from a billion-dollar empire because I thought I'd found something more valuable. Love. What a f*****g joke. I return to the bedroom and stare at the red dress hanging on the closet door. I bought it specifically for tonight, it was expensive, elegant, and the kind of thing that might make Leo look at me the way he used to. Before the criticism, before the other women's perfume on his clothes, and before his hands became weapons. As I slip into the dress, I catalog the evidence I've been ignoring: The lipstick on his collar three months ago. "It's from a client, for f**k's sake. Stop being paranoid." The hotel receipt I found in his pocket. "A business meeting. Why are you going through my things? That's toxic behavior, Isabel." The late nights that became later. The phone calls he takes in another room. The way he recoils when I try to touch him, like I'm contaminated. "You're imagining things," he says whenever I gather the courage to confront him, and then come the consequences, the cold shoulder for days, the cutting remarks, and sometimes his hand on my arm just a little too tight. So I stopped asking, stopped noticing, and became the perfect, boring wife who waits at home and doesn't cause problems. My phone buzzes, a calendar reminder. Anniversary dinner, 7 PM, Lumière. I grab the gift I've hidden for weeks: a vintage watch I found at an estate sale, the kind Leo used to collect before he decided gifts from me were "unnecessary gestures." I wrapped it carefully, wrote a card about how much these three years have meant to me. All lies, but pretty ones. The penthouse feels gigantic as I walk through it. Leo insisted on this place when we married, even though it was beyond our means. "We need to look successful," he'd said. Now he is successful, and I'm just the wife who makes his home look good for the quarterly dinner parties he hosts without my input. I take an Uber to the restaurant, having learned that driving myself gives Leo aids Leo's arguments against me.. "Always so independent. Can't you just let me take care of things?" Lumière is romantic, soft lighting, city views, exactly what I wanted for tonight. The maître d' knows me; we've been here before, back when Leo still pretended to care about our relationship. "Mrs Hunters, wonderful to see you. Your table is ready." I smile, that practised smile that hides everything, and follow him to our table overlooking the glittering city. I sit, I wait and I check my phone obsessively. 7:15. He's probably just caught in traffic. 7:30. Maybe an important meeting ran late. 7:45. I order wine to calm my nerves, ignoring the pitying glance from our waiter. By 8:00, other diners are noticing. The woman is alone on what's clearly a special occasion, and I can feel their sympathy like a weight. My phone finally buzzes at 8:30. "Running late. Order without me." Not "Sorry." Not "Happy anniversary." Just five words that confirm what I already knew: I don't matter to him. I pay for my wine, three glasses that haven't dulled the pain, and leave. In the Uber, I pull up the tracking app I installed on Leo's phone months ago. He doesn't know about it. I'm not proud of it, but after the third time I found evidence and he convinced me I was "crazy" and "paranoid," I needed proof. I needed to know I wasn't losing my mind. The pin drops at The Grandview Hotel. Our hotel. Where he proposed four years ago, back when I still believed in fairytales. My stomach drops. No... No, he wouldn't. Not tonight. Not on our anniversary, but even as I redirect the driver, I know I'm lying to myself. Of course he would. Why would tonight be different from any other night? The driver dropped me in front of the hotel, and I walked through the lobby in my red dress like I was floating outside my body. Muscle memory carries me to the elevator, to the penthouse floor. Suite 2705. I know because I found the key card in his jacket last month, made a copy, and told myself I'd never use it. Another lie. My hands shake as I swipe the card. The door opens silently, and there it is, the soundtrack of my worst nightmare and deepest fear confirmed. A woman's breathy laugh, Leo's low voice, intimate in a way he hasn't been with me since... When? Our honeymoon? Before? I should leave. Preserve whatever dignity I have left. Go back to the restaurant, pretend I never saw this, and add it to the list of things I pretend not to know. That's what the broken version of Isabel would do. Instead, I walk deeper into the suite. Rose petals on the floor, romantic gestures he hasn't made for me in years. Champagne on ice, candles flickering, and through the partially open bedroom door: my husband, buried inside a blonde woman I've never seen before. I must have made a sound, shock, pain, or something because Leo's head turned, and our eyes met, and the bastard didn't even stop. He holds my gaze while he thrusts into her, a challenge in those cold blue eyes. Establishing dominance, and showing me exactly how little I matter. The blonde notices me and shrieks, scrambling for sheets, but Leo just keeps going, finishing with his eyes locked on mine, making sure I see every second. Only then does he pull away, standing to grab a robe like I've interrupted a business meeting instead of catching him balls-deep in someone else. "Isabel." His voice is calm and bored: "You're here." Three words that shatter what's left of my carefully constructed denial. Not "I'm sorry." Not "I can explain." Just the same tone he uses when I've interrupted his golf game. Something inside me that's been cracking for months, held together with denial and fear finally explodes. "We need to talk," he says, tying the robe casually. "Talk?" The laugh that bursts out of me is ugly, jagged with three years of suppressed rage. "You want to f*****g talk?" "Don't be dramatic." He actually rolls his eyes, and I want to claw them out. "I was going to bring this up at dinner anyway." "Dinner?" My voice is rising, shaking. "You mean our anniversary dinner where I waited for you for over two f*****g hours like an i***t?" "I texted you I was running late." "Running late?" I gesture wildly at the bed, at the champagne, at this whole carefully planned seduction scene. "This is running late? You planned this! You planned to f**k her on our anniversary in the hotel where you proposed to me!" The blonde finally escapes past me, and I don't even look at her. She doesn't matter. None of them matters; all the women whose perfume I've smelled, whose lipstick I've found, whose existence I've pretended not to notice because I was too terrified to face the truth, because facing the truth meant admitting I gave up everything for nothing. "This is exactly why we need to talk." Leo sits on the edge of the bed, surrounded by those goddamn rose petals, completely unbothered. "You've become hysterical, boring, and you're not the woman I married. I think it's time we make this marriage an open one so you can learn a trick or too from the men you sleep with and become fun once again." Each word is a knife, expertly placed after three years of learning exactly where to cut. "I gave up everything for you." My whole body is shaking now, rage and pain and three years of swallowed hurt erupting. "My family, my inheritance, and Queens Enterprises. I walked away from a billion-dollar legacy, destroyed my relationship with my father, gave up my position as heir to one of the most powerful companies in the country all because you asked me to choose!" "And I'm grateful—" "Grateful?" The laugh is back, bitter and broken. "You're grateful? Is that what you call it when you gaslight me for three years? When you make me think I'm crazy for noticing the evidence? When you put your hands on me and then convince me it's my fault?" His expression darkens, dangerous. "Watch your tone." There it is, the flash of anger that precedes violence. I've learned to recognise it, to defuse it, to make myself smaller so he doesn't explode. But tonight, something is different. Maybe it's catching him mid-thrust. Maybe it's the rose petals that were supposed to be for me. Maybe it's three years of breaking, finally reaching the point where there's nothing left to break. "Or what?" I step closer, and I see surprise flicker across his face. "You'll hurt me? Like you did last week? Or the week before? Or all the other times you've grabbed me, pushed me, made me cover bruises and pretend everything is fine?" "You're being dramatic—" "I'M BEING HONEST!" I'm screaming now, months of silence erupting. "For the first time in three years, I'm telling the truth! You're a cheating, abusive piece of s**t, and I've been too terrified and broken to admit it!" He stands, and I force myself not to flinch, not to cower, and not to apologize. "You're nothing without me," he says coldly. "Your family won't take you back. You burned those bridges. Where are you going to go, Isabel? What are you going to do? You gave up your entire life for me. You're stuck with me forever." The words are designed to paralyze me with fear, and a month ago, a week ago, this morning they would have worked, but right now, watching him stand there so smug and certain while rose petals stick to his feet, I feel something other than fear. I feel rage, pure, crystalline, liberating rage. "I want a divorce," I say clearly. "And I'm going to make you regret every second of the last three years." For the first time, uncertainty flashes across his face. "Isabel—" "No." I cut him off. "No more talking, no more excuses, no more making me feel crazy for knowing the truth. We're done, and by the time I'm finished, you're going to wish you'd just been honest instead of spending three years breaking me down piece by piece." I turn and walk away, and this time when he calls after me, I don't stop.