Chapter 1 – The Last Breath
Blood soaked my hands, though I couldn’t tell whose it was anymore.
The air reeked of smoke and burnt metal, each breath a knife in my lungs. All around me, the city I had sworn to protect groaned under the weight of its own death — walls crumbling, fires clawing at the night sky, the distant screams of those who hadn’t yet given up.
And there he was.
Standing in the rubble like a ghost from my nightmares.
“Adrian,” he said, my name slipping from his lips like a casual greeting. His sword dripped crimson. My crimson.
I staggered, my left leg useless, the taste of iron thick in my mouth. “Why…?”
It was all I could manage, though we both knew I didn’t need to ask. We had fought together for years, back to back, bleeding for the same cause. Or so I had believed.
His eyes were cold, calculating, yet I swore I caught a flicker of something — pity? Regret? It vanished as quickly as it came.
“You were always too dangerous to keep alive,” he said softly, almost like he was apologizing. Then his blade found my chest.
The world slowed. The sharp steel tore through muscle and bone, but it wasn’t pain that hollowed me out — it was the betrayal. My knees gave way, the rubble biting into my palms as I fell.
So this is how it ends.
Memories clawed their way into my fading consciousness. My mother’s laughter. My brother’s scowl when he was pretending not to care. The moment I swore to protect her… and failed.
If only I had one more chance.
A strange warmth spread from my chest — not the wet, suffocating heat of blood, but something foreign, alive. I heard a sound beneath the chaos, steady and rhythmic. A heartbeat. But it wasn’t mine.
The battlefield blurred, colors running together like wet paint. The sound grew louder until it was all there was.
Then, nothing.
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I woke to the chirping of birds.
Warm sunlight spilled across my face, and for a moment, I thought I was dead — that this was the afterlife, some cruel illusion meant to taunt me before oblivion took me completely.
But the air smelled of fresh bread and lavender soap. My wounds were gone. My body felt… lighter, smaller.
I shot upright. The bed beneath me creaked — an old, familiar sound that made my heart lurch. My hands roamed over my chest, searching for the hole his blade had left. Smooth skin. No scars. No pain.
“Adrian! Are you awake yet?”
The voice froze me solid. I knew that voice. I had buried that voice years ago.
Slowly, I turned my head toward the doorway. And there she was.
Lila. My little sister.
My throat tightened painfully. She stood there in the morning light, grinning like she always had before everything went wrong. She was supposed to be gone — taken in the very first days of the war. Yet here she was, alive, breathing, smiling.
“Why are you staring at me like that?” she asked, tilting her head.
I didn’t answer. I couldn’t. My feet moved on their own, and before I knew it, I had crossed the room and pulled her into a tight embrace. She squeaked in surprise.
“Okay, okay, I’m not going anywhere,” she laughed, patting my back.
I shut my eyes. No, this wasn’t a dream. The warmth of her, the scent of lavender in her hair — it was real. Too real.
When I finally pulled back, my mind was racing. I needed proof. Hard proof.
“Lila,” I said, trying to keep my voice steady, “what day is it?”
“Uh… the 3rd day of the Harvest Moon. Why?”
My heart skipped. That was… seven years before my death. Seven years before the betrayal. Seven years before the end.
I stumbled to the small desk in the corner and yanked open the drawer. The contents — a dull pocketknife, a cheap journal, a pouch of coins — all matched my memories exactly. No changes. No tricks.
But there was one thing missing: the scar along my forearm. In my first life, I’d gotten it in a street fight the following month.
My breathing quickened. This was real. This was the past.
A memory tugged at me — the sound of boots in the street, three sharp knocks on the door. It had happened on this day before, hadn’t it? I moved to the window.
Right on cue, a bird flew past — the same white-feathered hawk I had seen that morning in my first life.
Three knocks echoed through the room.
Lila frowned. “Who’s that so early?”
But I already knew.
I walked to the door, each step heavier than the last. My fingers curled around the handle.
When I pulled it open, my breath caught in my throat.
It was him.
The same man who had driven a sword through my heart.
In my first life, we didn’t meet until three years later.
So why… was he already here?