My Undoing

Chapter 20- Cities turn to dust

Olivia's P.o.v

"Via...Please say something."I look deep into his hazel eyes and feel my entire body burn for him.I slowly edge closer and closer to him as if there were some invisible force pulling at me.Finally I grab his face in both my hands and kiss him as if everything I've ever wanted to say to Leo was in this kiss.His warm, inviting lips were soft against mine as he wrapped his arms around my waist and I could feel his heart pounding.He layed me down slowly never breaking our kiss, my lips enveloped his as if they needed his to survive.I let out a soft moan into his mouth which caused him to hold onto me tighter.

His hands firmly gripping my thighs I hiked up my skirt and I could hear him let out a growl.I instantly became wet at the sound.He slowly traced the outline of my underwear and I knew if he went any futher ....I'd let him.Finally breaking our embrace, both of us breathless and hearts racing he looked me in the eye and smiled.I bit down on my lower lip as he tucked my hair behind my ear as his other fingers slid past my only barrier. As he let two fingers inside I let out a soft gasp and he licked his lips with approval.

He went slowly causing me to arch my back, he never takes his eyes off me."Tell me you love me Via"I nod barely able to do anything else.He kisses my neck then whispers in my ear"No baby tell me you love me "I scream i love him and he kisses me hard."Can I have you right now Via please" I say yes and he kisses me again just before he unzips his pants.He slowly enters me and I feel every inch of him and I dig my nails into his back as I scream his name."God I love you Via,you're so f*****g beautiful."Each and every one of his thrust has meaning,lust and purpose.

He goes deeper and deeper with each thrust and I can feel myself on the brink "God Via I want you.Cum for me Via.F*ck I love you." And with that I feel everything shatter as I orgasm around him.He goes harder and harder and I feel him reach his climax inside me.He grabs my face and kisses me deeply,then presses his forehead on mine.

We sit there in silence for a moment and he lays beside me,his head burried in the crook of my neck."God Via..You're..I..this is" He takes my hand as he struggles to find the words and I try to suppress my amusement.He kisses my neck and says you're mine.. If that's what I want.He continues to kiss my neck and I let out a small moan"Oh you like when I do this to you huh?" I squirm and giggle as I nod.He continues and starts to whisper "Oh Via, all the things I wanna do to you.I bet Blake never made you feel this."

Wait what..I push him off my neck"Wait what did you just say?"He looks at me with confusion,I start to sit up but he pulls me down"Via where are you going?"How could I have been so stupid."Was that what all this was?Where you just..What marking your territory or something?" I push him off me and I feel my stomach drop as I pull my skirt down"What no Via, I meant what I said"He stands up and tries to grab me "Don't f*****g touch me, what was this just some sort of contest or something.Let's see how stupid Olivia is hmmm..?"I can see the anger rising in him "You think I said I love you just so what I could get between your legs? If that what you think then f.."He stops himself I can see seething rage vibrating from every inch of him now.."Then what I can go f**k myself..You already did that" I storm out of his office and slam the door without looking back, before he could see the tears streaming down my face.

I brush past everyone not caring what anyone is saying and make my way to my office I slam the door and press my forehead on the cool wood and take a deep breath.I let it out and take in another deep breath and slam my head against the door when I hear someone in the distance clear their throat."Is everything okay Olivia?" s**t I forgot he was still here...I'm afraid to turn around and face him or he'll be able to read it all over my face.Every orgasm, every tear, every question of why,every scream and all my self hatred and love for that man...I presss my head hard into the door and pray that if I press hard enough I merge into the wood somehow."Olivia..You're scaring me, what happened are you okay?"What do I tell him? The true?A lie?Historical fiction?

I hear him walking towards me and my heart begins to pound hard like it might shatter my chest wide open.I feel his hand on my shoulder"Olivia please,whatever it is you can.."With tears flooding my eyes and my heart screaming at me, my head telling me how stupid I am I turn to face him.And with one glace I pull him in and kiss him hard,rough and completely.This time he wraps his arms around me pulling me in close.He presses me close to his chest as his lips part allowing me access and I take advantage.He pushes me up against the door hard and I welcome the pain, anything to make everything else stop.I run my fingers through his hair and pull on it and I see it excites him.I wrap my leg around him and he lifts me up. He runs his hands all over my body gently squeezing my breast.That's when I hear a knock on the door"Via please let me in" We break our kiss both of us breathing hard and I'm unable to look into his warm honey eyes because all I feel is shame.Why, just why am I so stupid...