Rayyan's Pov:
“what do you mean” I tried to lift my head but failed, I was weaker than I thought
“please calm down” The nurse came closer to me and placed my head back on the pillow
“where am I? Where's my mother? And what do you mean by pregnant? Who brought me…..”
“Shhhhhhh” She placed her index finger on my lips and sat beside me “I don't think I have all the answers, but if you can calm down, I can tell you what I know” Her voice was so calm
I thought about many things, so many things could have gone wrong, my head was banging, and my chest felt very tight, I tried to steady my breathing but failed, I was thinking of too many things at the same time
“Calm down, deep breaths, deep breaths”
I didn't understand how she could even be so calm
“First of all my name is Judith Delera, and I'm your nurse” A small smile appeared on her lips
“Secondly you're in the Eastern Pack general hospital, our warriors brought you in one week ago, you've been unconscious and I'm happy you're awake now”
“Thank you Judith, but you've still not mentioned my mother, I need to know where she is, did your warriors bring her too”
Judith exhaled, “If you insist, they only found you and the dead body of a much older woman the day you were brought in, but I need you…….”
A loud whistling sound followed “A dead body”, couldn't hear anything else she said, my mind zoned out, there was a stinging sensation from behind my throat, something very bitter and spiky
I silent tear drop rolled down my cheeks, and a thousand tiny pieces, I already lost everything, and never in my wildest dream did I think I was going to lose my
I sat up, it was hard the first time but not this time. It felt like the universe was working against me.
The nurses’ words kept resounding in my head and flashes of my mother being r***d by rouges flooded my mind, she suffered in life and died in pain
All for what? Nothing
“But I need you to calm down, you're safe now, and the best part about it is that you're to stay in the Eastern pack for as long as you want” I just realized that the smile on Judith's lips was somewhat permanent
“I'm so sorry you feel this way, please don't cry” Judith leaned in closer and wiped my cheeks with her palm
“Please be strong for your child”
That was what caught my attention again. I didn't understand the first time, and she's saying it again, and it still doesn't make any sense, “Which Child?”
There was a brief silence between us. “You're pregnant, erm; what's your name?”
I sniffled, still wearing confusion on my face “Rayyan” I answered
“Rayyan, it can't possibly be easy for you, but please, you have to accept it, and you have to be strong about it……”
“Judith!” A loud masculine voice interrupted
“Good morning sir” Judith got up and bowed
“And why didn't you report that she's awake, why did I have to find out myself” The man asked in a harsh tone
“I'm sorry sir, she just woke up” Judith answered still facing the ground
“What's your name” He turned towards me
His voice scared me “My name is Rayyan Onisimus” I looked down too, his eyes scared me
“And what pack are you from?”
I had two choices, I could either tell him the bitter truth of my ugly past and have them treat me like a felon, that I know deep down that I'm not
Or lie to them and have them get to know who I truly was. I just wanted the past to be behind me.
“If Benedict cares, I believe he'll find me” I whispered to myself, still trying to process my reality
Irritated by my silence “Is she deaf?” The man asked Judith
“I don't know” I sniffled, praying to the heavens that he'll buy my lie “I can't recall much”
“Is that a condition or a side effect of something?” He asked Judith
“Yes general, I think she's traumatized”
I sighed a breath of relief, I made a mental note to thank Judith
“Well, since you can't remember anything, we'll keep you here till you can recover” he looked at Judith. “She’ll recover, right?
Judith nodded
“Well in the meantime, you'll join the other captives as slaves and make yourself useful, Judith file her report and send her to the place tomorrow, she looks strong”
“Okay general” Judith's words hadn't left her lips before the general stormed out of the ward
“Thank you, Judith! I'm grateful”
“It's fine, but I know you remember and I know it's not easy at all, but I want you to know that you're not alone, and I'm here whenever you need to talk”
I nodded “Do I have to work immediately”
“Yes, that's the way we are here, we work!” She laughed
Judith came closer and gave me a warm hug, it wasn't what I was expecting but I guess I needed it “Thank you” I whispered
“It's fine” she released her grip on me “Lemme get you food and drugs and I guess we'll run another test to ascertain you you can start work tomorrow”
I nodded, and she walked away.
Three days later:
“Make sure the floors are spotless, and hurry up because there's laundry to be done” Joan the head maid was showing me around my appointed duty, the Prince's chambers
“Don't speak unless you're spoken to, and if he has any other chore for you please oblige”
“Okay” I nodded
Joan walked away and I began mopping immediately.
It was quiet until I got to the library area and then I heard voices getting louder and louder
“I love Elsa and I'm not getting married to anyone else!”
I walked closer and I saw them, two men, but I only recognized the one whose frame was in the room, he was the one screaming
“Dad isn't going to take it easy on you and you know” The second man spoke up
“I can't! I just can't! It has to be Elsa or no one else”
“I guess you have to find someone else! Maybe a fake marriage, just someone”
“Where do I start from? Where will I find a woman that will agree to be in a fake marriage with me or will someone just walk through the door miraculously?”
I don't know how but I slipped from behind the door where I stood and fell directly in front of the door frame, in clear view to the men, one who I was certain was Prince Aden and another
They both threw weird glances at me and looked at themselves again
“You won't know if you don't ask,” the second man said to Prince Aden