Unwanted she-wolf

Chapter 6 part 1. secret's and plan's

3 week's have past it's 2:45pm im just laying on my bed staring at the ceiling just reflecting on the past weeks. ive not caught the demon yet, sophie or whatever it's name is, on the plus side i did find a room the library on the 6th chase 4 nights ago its dusty and clearly untouched and old but that's exactly what i needed the older the books the better the chance of finding information on the demon. It's been a real hard week for me, the weed ran out i blame that bastard ryan constantly always wanting me to share my joints with him, my phone still hasn't been returned since day one when i chased the demon, it's not my fault people got in my way and got trampled on and the house had to be re decorated. the door also get's locked at night but because i still have been running about they decided to have Ian guarding my door which is just great..Not!. they all still haven't got a clue why i turn like a mad girl it's clear the sleepwalking excuse or sleep shifting as i call it is starting to get old.

As for alpha caine, i don't know what it is maybe it's because i'm going to be 16 in the next week i am starting to feel the mate bond more growing intensely. being in the same room as him feels like i am suffocating all i can smell is him an amazing smell fresh forest pine i love that smell. it's like a breath of fresh air. opaline hates being indoors hell i hate it me and my wolf long to be free running and being outdoors away from everyone and everything is what we love. in truth i have been trying to avoid alpha caine it's 50 50 at the moment the awkward encounters are nothing more than intensely staring and small talk it doesn't help with his luna huffing and puffing and giving me daggers every so often. in all honesty i can't blame her he is her husband logically i do feel bad for being here i do see where she is coming from this wasn't meant to be the dream. being a homewrecker. opaline can't seem to process it im at the stage of being sick to death by her defending his actions and whispering about killing kelly. i know she means it as well and it's hard not to listen to her.

But the one thing in the back of my mind that has me worried yet at the time really angry is why the hell my father, or mother has even got in touch. no letters no nothing. because were so far away we can't even mind link. i miss my pack, i miss my friends, i'm not going to deny it i miss having weed. i haven't gotten to know my soon to be sister in law. this whole deal wasn't what i imagined at all. it's disappointing, even the warm dampness of a few escaped tears making their way down the sides of my face. i never usually cry. its a sign of weakness and i am not a weakling.

"pull yourself together" i whispered to myself. 

i was still staring at the ceiling. until the idea of the library came to me, Ian wouldn't be guarding my door until dark time. my food for dinner wasn't coming until 6 i could without a doubt sneak to hidden room and try and find at least something it was worth a shot. I got up off the bed wiped my eyes. walked towards the door without touching it i just focused on the door handle without breaking eye contact i strained my eyes cleared my mind and imagined the door unlocking the pin i heard a slight buzzing sound like electricity then a CliCk. i grabbed the door knob and gave it a turn it opened. i quickly stuck my head out making sure no one was around i quickly inhaled apart from some human scent (the maids) no other wolf was on this floor. stepping out the room i closed the door behind me very gently in the hope no one is going to be using their super hearing . the easy part was over. i made my way down the hall and to a different stair case instead of leading down this took me right to the top floor. lots of big dusty old violet curtains hanging covering not only the windows but also portraits on the wall and even covering the doors behind them. the door i needed was at the end i pulled back the curtain and turned the door knob to the black door it was unlocked i was careful enough to open this door because it was broken as i did barge into when chasing the demon. luckily i am a werewolf. if i was a human i wouldn't be able to even move this door, it was a black wooden door but the panels were gold actual real gold with inscriptions and carvings of wolfs in the gold.. apart from slight cracking on the door and one of the hinges loose it wasn't too severe with the weight of wolf crashing into it, i suppose it could of been worse.

I lifted the door slightly the creaking of it had my anxiety levels rising. i manged to slip into the the room so far so good i walked up the mini spiraling staircase and as i reached the top i pulled on the string hanging from the ceiling. the room instantly lit up. it was dim but it wasn't a problem. thick dust covered all the books and the shelf's. these books haven't been touched for along time. i started running my finger along each book until one book caught my eye not for the fact it had demonology on it but it had a upside down cross inside a a inverted pentacle my mother has a pendant exactly like this i could recognize  it instantly as a pup it used to hang from my mothers neck whilst i was in her arms grabbing hold of it playfully, the book was a red colour.. it's funny though the cover and pages of the book is pig skin and i can smell blood lots of blood from the book animal and human as if it is still fresh. 

i took the book and and quickly opened it to flip through, it wasn't a normal book, it was more of a journal i closed it over, and held onto the book as i made my way out the library grabbing the string and clicking the light off. i made my way down the small stairs to the door, once again the creaking of the door had me rattled i desperately didn't want anyone to catch me out my room and certainty didn't want anyone finding the book i have got. i managed get out and down the stairs of the hall but through the corridor to my room.

i sat myself on the bed and opened the book begin reading.

"The wolf's are hunting us. they are afraid of our coven. the high priestess won't listen to reason. Yvonne say's that by asking for this will damn our souls. our young witches and baby's are being murdered by the evil blackcrown pride pack. they broke their treaty. they have spilled our blood. yet she does nothing she doesn't understand the treaty is gone. we are at war since she was made blind the fool wont take a stand we can't let this be the end. we have to force her to to take action. "

i looked at the date this was in the 16th century. the journal doesn't say who wrote it. but the name yvonne is very odd. my gran my mother's mother is call yvonne she's not a wolf she's a witch a high priestess to be exact she's also blind.

"could it be her" i mutter 

i skimmed a few of the pages until a particular sentence caught my eye.

the council outvoted her revenge is a must. the conjuring of a lamiae demon to inflict lifelong pain until every last one of those heartless werewolf's are dead. blackcrown pride will be destroyed.

"what the freaking hell is a lamiae?" i said muttering

"It's a demon" opaline interrupted.

" is that sophies name?" i asked

"i dont know but it's defiantly what she is" opaline said sounding sure

"i supposed it's better than nothing" i grumbled

"wait, what type of demon is a lamiae opaline?"

"they eat children and babies and bring misery" opaline said as cool as if it was a normal conversation.

i didn't even reply to it i think shock had set in, what kind of evil creature could do something as vile as that i thought

"A DE...MON" opaline said trying to snap me out of my thoughts

"well yes opaline i know but still its horrible" I Stated.

she didnt reply back i couldn't hear her voice. i think she was getting annoyed.

i started to flick through some of the journal when i heard footsteps approaching my door, i took the book and placed it under my pillow and laid down pretending to watch the ceiling.

3 knocks came from the door "come in" i shouted.

"well well well, look what the wolf dragged in" i said sarcastically.

it was Ryan he gave me a slight smile not even being his smugly self with his hands in his pockets

"i need to tell you something" we both said at the exact same time.

he looked at me for a moment "you go first" he asked.

"were not going to get married, i will help you find your mate, you will mark her and marry in secret, and we will pretend were still engaged until its time"

Ryan looks at me stunned. i don't know if it's because it was the most brilliant plan if i do say so myself it mean's he cant mark me or that without breaking our law no one would risk breaking it that's why its brilliant. or then again maybe it was something else he started nodding in agreement. he went to walk out.

"wait Ryan, what was it you wanted to say?"

"i forgot" he sounded a bit off with his hands still firmly in his pockets but i took that answer from him, besides i had other things going on at the moment the last thing i need to concern myself about was his weird behavior.

i got up from the bed and decided to find the one person i have been doing my best to avoid ALpha caine . i needed my phone back i need contact with my mother it was the only way to get in touch with her i wasn't going to risk using my magic to try and contact her after all this was the secret and wolfs can smell big magic god knows what they would do if they found out the Devereaux generation was in fact hybrid breed it's punishable by death and it doesn't help the fact the blackcrown pride pack are basically the cousin pack to the King lycan they follow the law with such obedience

I took a deep breath standing outside Alpha caines office. working the courage to knock on the door. i knew he was in there i could smell him and hear his heart beating.

i knocked twice.

"Come in" a low growl said

"here i go" i thought to myself as i opened the door.