He held out a bottle of wine to me. I took it and went into the kitchen. “Make yourself at home,” I said. I opened a drawer and pulled out a corkscrew. I hesitated. If I smelled the wine, I was afraid I might gulp the entire bottle down. I bit my lip. Wine would make these next moments easier, wouldn’t it? I got a wine glass from the cupboard and carried the bottle and the corkscrew into the living room. Irving was sitting in my chair, the one where I usually sat to figure out what came next in whatever narrative I was spinning at the time. I didn’t want him there. “Come sit on the couch,” I said. “There’s not room for me in that chair.” He looked surprised, but he smiled and got up and went to the couch. I put the glass on the end table and handed him the bottle and corkscrew. “Coul

