Epsd 9
1056 Words
As I continued panting through the pages, I drowned into terror and lessen the amusement of how great the drawings were. Despite the amicable way they varied, I couldn't stop the scare in my heart.
She stood staring at me quietly as I glanced back at her after every drawing I watched. I then rapidly went through the remaining when towards the end i found a picture of me in bed and that where we were kissing.
"What the hell Angela?" I growled smoothly to avoid echo attention from the outside.
"What do you mean What the hell?"
"Why do you have a drawing of me in bed. Do you go into my bedroom when am sleeping?"
"Yes!"
"Why? Why do you do that?"
"Oh my goodness Kathryn. Hasn't it been obvious from day one. I like you. I'm.... in love with you and you like me too despite your denial... I see through you Kat."
"No.... no i don't."
"Know what Kathryn. Whether you like me or not, it's up to you. I clearly know how I feel about you and I can't deny it. And I know you like me too. You won't dare say it I know. So Its okay with me saying it to you." She grew close to me as i dared not to reply a word.
I then took steps back as she proceeded with the coming till I bumped into a table and had no were else to go.
"Look Kat. I only came into your bedroom once or maybe twice. One where you called me and the other when I took a picture of you. "
"I.... um.... what do you want." I mumbled stammering to my words.
She held me by the waste tenderly as I felt her hands go all the way around. My heart beating fast as to wonders of what was to happen next.
"I won't do anything you don't want me to do." She whispered to my ear word by word clearly.
"Then why don't you let me go." I muttered.
"Because you're not pushing me away. That means you don't want me to let you go. "
" uh huh." I softly snapped knowing that's truly what I wanted.
She then pulled me close to her with both hands. Gradually passed her fingers through my hair. Then to my eyes closing them slowly.
All I could do is feel how fast my heart was pounding and listening to her breath next to mine. In a sudden, I felt her lips barely touched mine repeatedly until I couldn't resist returning it.
There was nothing else but me, her, the bearable closeness and the kiss that took around five minutes till i snapped from it watching myself laid at the table where i was sure we were a few minutes away from making love.
"No no.... no no... no... this isn't right." I said breathing rapidly. " it isn't right."
"What isn't right is you denying the fact that you can't resist me kissing you, and touching you. " she again came close and I was surely going to give in when my cellphone rang.
"Hello.... yes mom?" I hurriedly picked up.
"Its late... were are you girls?" Asked mom through the phone.
"We are heading home now mom.. don't worry" I hang up and headed out.
" lets just go home Angela."
She closed the warehouse and by a quarter past one, we were home.
I headed in first, said goodnight to mom and rushed to my bedroom. Stood at the door for a while wondering if I should lock it or not. kept thinking of what had happened. Recalling and soothing the emotion that was in my chest. Smirking to myself repeatedly and then realizing how bad the idea was.
I went and freshened up in the bathroom where I also got lost in my thoughts for a while. I was obviously happy but muchly regretful of the moment I shared.
When I came out of the bathroom, I found Angela seated on my bed. Surely I didn't lock the door. Not admitting it but I wanted her to come in.
"What are you doing in my bedroom?" I asked.
"Don't worry, I locked it from the inside." She smirked.
"No Angela.... this isn't right? We can have anything." I threw sat myself to the bed.
"You've been saying that the whole day and i don't believe you mean it. I know you know that what we have is just so right. You can't deny it." Said she closing her hand in to my thighs.
Her eyes only on me, she caressed through my thighs pushing my skirt up as I stared back at her breathing fast.
"Tell me if you think I should stop." She muttered.
"Stop." I softly responded.
"Hold my hand and give it back to me. I swear to God I will stop. " said she as she tightly crossed and knelt between my legs.
"You don't want me to stop. Are you afraid of me?" She whispered to my ear as she sweetly link and kissed my neck.
" no." I gasped.
"Then what are you afraid of ?"
"Having you close. It scares me. Am not a lesbian Angela." Said I as I Soothed to the tension of what I was feeling between my legs and quickly put both of them together. "No... we can't Angela."
I hurriedly arisen and past to the other side of the bed. She then rose as well and gently walked towards me. Grabbed me by the hand and threw me to the bed.
For it's intensity, I didn't dare stop her. She crawled smoothly between my legs caressing my thigh exquisitely intending to prevent me from opposing her which worked.
She was on top on me as we stared straight in each other's eyes, she said.
"Don't stop it. At-least for the night. Let me make love to you. I promise I will be a lady and if you don't want me then. I will leave and not bother you ever." She smoothly said grabbing her conquest for I knew she was sure of what I was thinking about.
I laid down calmly and submitted to her.
"May I make love to you." She inquired and i responded.
"Uh huh."
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