Before you met me
I was alright but things
Were kinda heavy
You brought me to life
-Katy Perry
~~Sydney~~
Christmas has not been a happy time for me for two years, and today feels no different from last year. Part of me wants to just lay in bed all day and ignore the outside world. Another part of me wants to hang out with Chasity and China in hopes it would make the day still feel joyful. And then there is the part of me that wants to call Mickie and let him know I am okay. It has been a little over a month since we’ve really talked. At school we still see each other and sit next to each other, but a lot of times I just sketch in my drawing pad, or play music with my head down, until class starts and during downtime. I appreciate him treating everything as if it is normal. Not press
