LOVE CONTRACT

Walking around the park to find a good spot and refresh myself “Ahhhh. *yawn* its Sunday today. It’s kinda boring, what else should I do” Yeah this always happens to me, I don’t have a lot of friends. I go to school and go home after class and then go to bed and play games online just to kill the boredom situation. I bought some French fries and coke while walking in the path of the park. It’s refreshing the air, the surroundings, a quiet place to think of good ideas. Oh will I’m an artist of my own? I spent my whole hours drawing something. “Darn it, I forgot my sketch pad!” I’m being forgetful nowadays. I get my earphone and put it on, better than doing nothing i guess? I’m a senti Man, I don’t mind other people but in a good way. I usually go with the flow every day, I mean whatever happens it's nothing important to me, see it’s kinda boring. It’s 7 o’clock in the evening. I was walking on the bridge, and shockingly I saw someone. Someone that like me 7 years ago, a person who has nothing but hate, fear, judgment and tears. Tears that couldn’t stop even I wipe it out, it’s coming down over and over I don’t know what I'm going to do with this man. I think he's the same age as me. “Hey, hey, dude! What are you planning to do?” asking him and I looked like going to stop him, that's actually what I’m going to do. “Then what do you want me to do huh? to dance? And why do you care, its none ya business so f**k off” the man response back to me “no, no, you, you shouldn’t do that, I know you're depressed but-but that’s not the right thing to do bro. o-ok, it’s not my business but I was like you, I’ve tried it a million times, I’m weaker than you. I know it’s not a good day but whatever problem you have, I’m here to listen, I’m going to help you i-I promise but not about the money” I said stuttering while walking slowly toward him reaching his hand to go down just to make sure his not going jump off on the bridge. He looked up on me “What if it's about money, you’re not going to help me right?” “no-no, maybe I don’t have enough money for you but I can help you earn. Please go down there, let me help you, I know the feeling wha-what you have right now, I did scape in the same situation you’re going through right now but please that not the proper solution to make it right” Reaching his hand I was an inches far from him, he suddenly smile at me and then he out of balance. My heart beats stop saame as my breath, I don’t know what I’m going to do just do the first thing in my mind. I close my eyes grad his wrist as fast as I can and pull him towards me and *boooooooogssss* Caught*caught (what the hell happen to me?) Someone threw a pillow on me aww maybe it’s a nightmare. what a bad nightmare. “Hey, what happened to you last night you’re so drunk, thanks to the other man who brought you back here alive, bro. hahahaha your face was so embarrassing being drunk.” Its Acob, real name was Jacob Javier and I’m the only one calling him that way. He’s my roommate, and we've been living in the same room for almost a year. We are a first year college student in the same course as a future businessman in the marketing industry. I just met him in the first day of our class. A total slow and crazy man, just like a lazy characterf in an anime series ( BTW i love watching anime). Then we decided to share the rent of the apartment just to earn another extra money. I was going to stand up and *ackkkk, my head aches and I feel dizzy. “What did you eat last time that made you drunk so much, we were almost a year together and never saw you like that before?” Acob ask me “Nothing, I cannot remember what happen last night. i just have a bad dreams and then you woke me up” He’s eyes widen “Oh really? you don't know? then who's that guys brought you here? your boyfriend!?" he ask so loud, gosh my eardrum hurts. "can you lower down your voice? relax i just forget, and bro his not my f*****g boyfriend." i answered him back "beside, you know that im not i***t doing something bad right? maybe something urgent happen or maybe my high school friends night?" i added "wait, what? you have a friend other than me and the gang? i thought your not that friendly back then you told me” “ ugghh, stop asking me, i don't care the f****d who he is. stop bugging my life, ouch my head” damn hang-over and what the hell really happen to me last night? Darn my head really hurt “ammmm anyway, what did you cook for me today?” I smiled asking him. “now you want me to do something for you huh, it's not for free, i already cooked you some noodles for your head bettle." what a good friend i have (bettles, just to express his hard headed). “Awww you're so sweet as a brother. Xie xie (Chinese language means thank or thank you)” I grab it and bon appetite. He grabs his bag and maybe going somewhere “He-hey, where are you going?” curiously asking because it's still early in the morning “Where do you think I’m going, of course to our class schedule, remember it's Monday, that's why I'm asking you about yesterday being drunk, maybe you just forget we have a class today. Ok see ya” after that he went down. “Hey, wait, tell our teacher I’m sick, I don't know what to go to school today!” I shouted before he rode on his motorcycle. “Hell no, mind your own business!” He shouted back “Thank you!” I know it’s the opposite, we are always like that. “Thanks is not enough, brought me some drinks next time!” as always… hayyst he always wants something in exchange, nothing big at least I’m safe for today. I eat everything in my bowl. After that I wash it, if not me? then who would like to do it? my neighbor? Naaah of course I’m the only one here. arrk! The heck, I’m talking myself again “Ahh, shiiii*, my head hurts” I lay down on the bed. close my eyes and ganna take a rest for a while “Aahhhh it feels better now” after 10 minutes realizing what happened. I opened my eyes again, "oh, shit.. what happened yesterday, who brought me here? How does he know where I live?" I have a lot of questions to ask then nowhere to find the answer “Ahhhhhh!” trumbling in my bed. “Think back Sai, think back what happened.” I Was thinking about the park, then walking on the bridge alone. Then-then…….. “Yes I get it, it is because of the guy who buys me drinks and then i got drunk.” uggh i know that i can't drink alchohol just because his problematic, i should blame him. while doing mathematic solution to whatever happened last night, an image showed up in my mind. He carries me in his back (doing piggy back ride) because I was drunk, i remember something embarassing. “What are you doin’? where are we going huh?” I ask him and don’t know what’s going on, I feel like I'm in outer space. Everything is spinning I’m walking in a wavy road. “Hey what happened to the way it’s wavy hehehehe” husky voice and I was laughing. “Just shut up, why didn’t you tell me that you can’t drink four glasses above. damn it” He is waving for a taxi. “Hey” I call him and he look at me, I stand up unbalance and hold his face “You’re an i***t ya know, jumping off on the bridge thinking others' criticism hahahaha” then look ahead and laugh. “Who cares about others, on what they say, I don’t like being popular though. I know I’m weak but I know I’m good at something they just can’t see.” And I’m nodding my head “Hey, don’t be naughty you said you don’t like what others say then now you care hahaha. So amazing huh” A taxi appears on our part. He opened the door and gently let go of the car. “Waaaaaah I’m a shiiii, hows that happen, I only like to help then end up that is me being helped. So useless!! Gosh, so much embarrassment it is.” Thank god we will never meet again. I wanna sleep again. I should make an alarm first to find food for lunch. “Wait what? Where’s my phone?” My hands searching for it while my eyes close, I’m really tired. *knock* knock* knock “Hey Acob, why are you knockin’ my door? Just come in I’m tired of standing up” still searching for my phone and I couldn’t find it. “What are you doing in bed? Why don’t you open your eyes to see what you're looking for.” It was a clear and cool voice I heard but I don’t know who it was. I stand up on bed and show that I’m ready to fight whoever he was, even his thief. But when I look at him he is decent and his looks are cool not like a beggar. He cross his arm and smirk at me “Wh-who are you? Wh-why are you here? Did I steal something from you?” I ask and don’t know what to do. I’m really curious about what he wants. “Tsssk, asking who I am?” His eyebrows rose and walking towards me like going to do something. I’m walking backward and then bump into my bed side and sit on it, still looking at him about what he may do. “I-I really don’t know who you are. Wh-what do you want?” He held me on my shoulder then lowered his head to make a face to face talk to me. I don’t know how to explain but I'm going to punch him. He read it and held my wrist. I can’t resist it. He’s stronger than me “Look at me and you’ll know” I stare at him and think backward “Ah, I see you're that guy who wanted to jump in the bridge last night” oh after seeing his face like this I couldn’t believe he wanted to die at his early age. “Tsssk I told you I’m not going to jump. I just want to feel the breeze” he looked down and laugh “You really think. Hahaha I can’t forget the look you have after you saw me in the bridge. You really thought I was going to jump so I played an act just no haha to break the moment hahaha even I wanted to laugh so hard hahaha” his laughing to death holding his stomach laughing like there is no tomorrow. “You really look like it. Tsssk, stop laughing and what brought you here?” angrily asking him then he looked at me seriously. Then Then he laughed again “Ok if you don’t want to, you may go outside please” I’m asking and going to carry him outside since he is laughing at the sofa. “Hahaha ok ok, hahaha I’ll stop.” He looked at me and I rolled my eyes cause I really had a short temper at the moment. “So what now?” i directly look at him in an angry face “Are you not going to thank me about yesterday?” now his asking me making me to beg and say sorry, as if I will “Ok, thank you and now it’s done. So what, besides you’re the one who invited me to drink.” “But you’re the one who says that gonna help me out of my problem” he responded and he was right. “Yeah but what is your problem again?” I forgot about yesterday also because I was tired today so I can’t recall. “Whatever, remember last night I borrowed your phone because I don’t know where you living but I forgot to give it back.” Then he gave me back my phone which I was searching for earlier. “By the way, I’m Jou I guess where the same university” he indicates the I.D. I used to go to uni. “Oh I see, but I never saw you there.” I really can’t recognize him because of his looks. He must be popular but maybe not, I’m complimenting him too much. “Because I’m from engineering and I rarely go outside like the others. Don’t like crowded areas. I'm sure many girls are going to ask me for my account.” Complementing him to much make his head bigger tssk “Don’t be damn dude you’re not” I sat on the opposite side of the sofa “But better than what you look hahaha” and then he smirk at me “Yeah, yeah whatever I don’t care about how I look, by the way I’m Zaion Kernel” I said politely to him “Yeah, they call you Sai and sound like a girl, I’m Levinn Jou Alonia” wait what did he say? “How did you--?” I didn’t finish my word “Remember I borrowed your phone, your bros texted you last night where were you so chat with him and ask for your apartment.” Sound an ok alibi *riiiiiiing*rinnnng “Hello, yeah baby I’m coming don’t worry I’m on my way there” then he hang up the phone “So, that’s the only thing I wanted to give you thanks for your company last night. I gotta go or else someone will be a bomb” he waved at me before going. “Please lock the door when you live.” Now the things I wonder has been solve And I lay down on my bed and slept. “Good night”