Alexander’s POV
Just laying here in bed next to my mate is heaven. I am desperately trying to remind myself that I am not the bad guy here and that I deserve to be happy. It remains difficult though. It is hard to believe in yourself when you most recently had nothing but negative thoughts about who you were. Having felt the strength of Mia’s feelings, however, it makes me want to try my hardest to not let the negativity get to me.
We were both so tired coming back from that fight. It was more mentally exhausting than anything if I’m being honest. We both fell asleep quickly. I, however, only slept for maybe two hours while Mia continues to sleep peacefully. Although I feel like moving, getting up and doing something, I will remain as is because I don’t want to risk waking up my beautif
