It’s a bit unfamiliar to see him not smiling at all, when Peter is with me, he always has smile plastered in his face. Seeing this photo frame make me wondered if the smile he’s giving me is true, or like what I am feeling is right. Some of this is not true, some of the words and act he said and do is not true.
I am not doubting his love nor our relationship, but there is sometimes I wish he can be more honest; to the point he will tell me all. Everything in the past without avoiding some topic, I also wanted to know who is the man who keep bothering me.
After minutes that I stared in their family picture, I decided to continue to walk around in his room. There’s no even one picture of me and him together here, not even a tiny bit of my trace like I’d never cross my feet here even once.
