Lascivious Desire

Chapter Seventeen: Claim You As Mine

Chapter Seventeen: Claim You As Mine

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Manik

My heart felt heavy as I watched her sleeping face. Angelic. My body vibrated with a complex emotion I never felt in my life. Emotion that binding me here in her bed every night until she opened her eyes. An emotion that make me doing things which I never did.

I went hard with her but still I couldn't make myself hurt the way I wanted before. Like something change in me. How quickly I change in this two weeks made me surprised.

I should feel angry at the thoughts but I couldn't.

This side of me is uncertain and totally opposite of me. As long as I despise this side of me, I also felt a peace in me. Which I was craving for long time.

Looking at her I stroke her face gently, then pushed the hair which was fallen in her eyes and inhaling her scent. So addictive. So beautiful. So peaceful. My hands trembled a little as I touch her swollen lips.

Fuck.

What's happening? She is supposed to be a girl whom I will f**k the s**t out and throw away but as time passed I couldn't make myself to do that like something stopping me to hurt her.

She is like elegant flower who only attracted the heart of stone. And she is the most delicate thing I ever seen and it made me crazy... it made me to take care of her yet I am craving her obedience towards me.

Yes I want her. f**k, it would be lie if I denied my desire for her. And it's impossible for me to stay away from her. But I have to. I can't let this ridiculous emotion edged me into something which I don't want in my life.

Sure, she tempted me to touch her with her innocence but that doesn't mean I will.....

I couldn't finish the line because it felt so wrong to say when I know I can't give her to someone.

In this two weeks, she already made a place in me and the guys are also loving her... like a sister. Especially that jerk Aryaman. I never see him share his feelings to anyone. Expect nandini. .

And even the beast also liked her. Harshad might not show directly but I know that beast liked her.

Other guys are also comfortable and accepted her as one of them. Expect me of course. I didn't give her relaxation of peace and guys started to show their disappointment on me. Showing their aggression like how wrong I am.

But it's the best for us. I don't want to her to feel something for me although I want her to feel something for me.

How confused!

I kept telling this to me but still I am here, laid beside her at the middle of night and seeking solace from her arms yet I couldn't give her the peace.

Her broken soul made an impact on my soul that I also feel the pain she is going through every night. If I ever get my hands on the person who hurt her, I f*****g swear I will kill the bastard.

Getting off the bed I looked at her again. Her breathing is getting slower now means she is going to wake up and it's my time to leave her. Sighing, I walked out from the room.

I know she could feel me but she doesn't have to know that I am actually here. A verge aggression swayed me that I am feeling like to punch someone. So I went to the gym to relax myself. I know spending the night in her room doesn't making me feel good, even it's making me f*****g cray. My desire getting wild with her heavy breath. The way her chest made an uneven motion, seized me in an uncomfortable situation.

Leaving her room with a huge budge, is not a good morning for me. It's f*****g grievous. If I could slam my hard c**k on her tight p***y then I might get satisfied but I couldn't bring myself to do that. I couldn't.

Fuck I want her to want me. I want her to arouse for me. And I can feel that but only in her sleep and that's not what I want. I want her want me when she is sober and awake.

Fuck my life.

Fuck this s**t.

One time I don't want to feel anything and other time I want so many things from her.

What the s**t I brought into my life?

Nandini! I groaned painfully as I started to punch the bag. My groin is getting bigger with every second and i am tempted to go there and take her hard and roughly.

Or else I have to find a distraction.

I punched again but it's not helping today. I am aroused.... And its need a care. Not a f*****g punch on the bag.

Still in my position as I hold the bag and leaned my head on it to calm myself. Without waiting a second I went to the couch and free my junior which making hard glare for releasing from this painful situation.

I hold it in my hand and started to stroke it slowly. I growled. "Fuck." "Yeah." "Fuck."

Keeping my pace I started to pump fast and featuring Nandini's mouth on my tip. She is circling her tongue on the tip slowly and for a second I run my thumb on the tip.

"Oh f**k Nandini..." I groaned and pumping faster.

I need her. "f**k me." her luscious lips came in my mind. And the image of her mouth circling my c**k, taking me fully and moaned. Her gagging sound make life lighter, and I f*****g lose it.

I stroked fast... her mouth working on my c**k, swallowing my semen eagerly,blinking her sparkling eyes at me as she pleasured me.

"Nandini." I moaned lowly.... I am at the edge of coming when I heard a gasp. A shocking sound from the door.

I opened my eyes to see who it is because I know the guys are not home yet and I am surprised to see her standing cutely in her short pant and top, covering her mouth with her palms like she saw a dinosaur.

I am still stroking, didn't bother to stop or hide it from her and mostly I wanted her to see me how hard I am for her. Her eyes looking at me and my hard member. Her present in the room making it more intense that I got harder, my c**k is paining now even my stroke couldn't make it calm.

I saw her backing from her position and that I time I removed my hand from my c**k and placed a button and waited for another reaction.

Smirking at the idea I make myself comfortable as I put my c**k in his place but I didn't bother to zip up the zipper. I am just watching her struggling with the door as she tried to open it.

I really didn't want her to saw me but when she barked into the forbidden territory then I might teach her something. And I am not fool not to see the desire in her eyes.

She wants me. Lust are visible in her vision.

It was a crystal clear invitation.

And this time I am not letting it go.

I stood up and walked to her. She is mumbling harshly to me that 'let the door open.'

I wanted to laugh at her cuteness but I hold back. When I stood behind her, she immediately frozen in her place and twisting the lock slowly. I came closer to feel her scent.

"Hmm... smelling like a fresh coco." I moaned and place my hand on her hips. She jerked back and moaned slightly at the touch and leaned into my arms.

I smiled at her response. f**k. She is also desperate like me. She wants me.

And this new fuming information make my heart flip with joy. I waited for this moment. For her wanting me desperately, begging for me to touch her... love her— make her scream my name loud. Very loud. "It's time vermin. It's a right time to claim you as Mine. f*****g Mine."

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