It may not be important but, living life like you do not care has its negative consequences. That is what Kiki was forced to learn in the pre-years. It had seemed to be fine in her pre-teen, teenage years, adolescents, and now as an adult, the consequences are starting to show. And she does not like it. Not one bit.
Usually, she is fine being alone, she does have a few friends, but those are more like casual buddies. No real intimacy. She can not go to their house without a prior schedule, even their phone calls are scheduled to not disturb another's routine. She thought that such relationships were okay, since she had no time to chat, socialize or party. It is either work or thinking of work.
She has had lovers, male, female, but none had she given an avenue to be intimate beyond their
