What's Real?

Beep... Beep... Beep... My hand slams down on my alarm clock like a hammer on one of the circus scales. Not caring how much weight was put behind it until CLASH!! '...Well fuck...' I thought to myself as I pushed myself up off my bed, fighting to get up and get dressed for the day.  A 30 minute process at the longest. 'Tomorrow is the first day of school.' I thought, the First day of the third year I would have been attending Washington Academy. Which makes me a Junior. My brothers last year. Thank God, He wont be there to tease me anymore after this year is over.  I jump up looking at my phone, not a thing on it to catch my attention. What a boring life I lead.     After taking a quick shower I got dressed in a red romper that also looked like a dress that happened to flatter my body; My breast a size 42DD  that made every guys head turn only to say "What a waste" my stomach wasn't flat to other girls standards. My thighs are thicker than most girls and I've actually been made fun of due to the thick thighs. My Butt didn't fit the race i claimed however, more of the native side coming out. For once I was proud of all the changes I made over summer break. Almost feeling as if i might not be recognized as Dustin's Little Sister anymore.  Worst 2 years of my life and I'm sure this one wont be any different.       I mean, Why would I  think things would be different this year?  "Matt is enrolling in Washington to graduate" I over hear Dustin say to our mother as she goes on to say what a wonderful idea that will be for their senior year together and all I can see is how my life would crash and burn before I would even fathom what was going on. 'Great.' I think to myself, what a wonderful year this will be.