I regretted biting off my ties that time…because they were replaced by a chain around my ankle…. At least, I wasn’t stuck to that chair all the time, and I had a little freedom to move ‘around the place’. I could use the bed…not that I really wanted to since Robin used it too, and anyway…it was really difficult to sleep with her around. The darkness didn’t go anywhere…to me, it seemed like every day was darker and darker…like the sunlight, that penetrated in the room, slowly got extinguished and thinned away, until…it seemed to that, there was only darkness all the time. I’m making it sound as if I had been there for ages at that point…even when it was only a couple of days…but when you are in that situation, your perception of time, gets slowly altered, until you feel like a day is a we

