Sorry, I am in love with him

My name is Lisa, I am a popular marriage consultant in my country. I am married to the CEO of a world-class entertainment agency. The singers from my husband's agency are famous in the American music industry. We have been married for 6 years and still have no children yet. After we married, my husband wanted to postpone having children because he did not want their presence to interfere with his career, but in the last 2 years our family has started to question it, and I also want a ‘my little me’ friend who can accompany me when Andrew, my husband, is busy with his work. However, this seems like it will be very difficult to realize. Andrew rarely touches me. In 6 years of marriage, you can count on one hand the times he touched me. He prefers to control his singers and actors rather than enjoy my naked body at home. The most enjoyable touch from him I only received on our first night, or you could say our first morning. We were too tired after our wedding party which was celebrated in a big way. Our parents are ‘popular with their successful’ people so it was impossible to hold our wedding simply. We fell asleep immediately and woke up the next morning with a high desire for each other. Andrew immediately kissed my lips fiercely when I just opened my eyes. His hands did not stay still, he started to enter my pajamas rubbing my stomach and waist. “Last night I was so tired that I forgot to enjoy Mrs. Cholgen’s beautiful body.” He whispered in my ear. My stomach tingled when he called me by his last name. His hands went up and started to touch my breasts which were still covered by my bra. The sensation that I felt for the first time made me even more carried away and wanted to continue feeling it. “ahhhh” that sound came out of my mouth for the first time without permission. Making Andrew even more excited to kiss me and squeeze my breasts harder. His kisses started to go down to my neck. Kissing every inch of my neck without wanting to leave even a little area. “I’ve wanted to feel your body for a long time, but your defense is really strong Lisa.” He said while continuing to kiss my neck which was now getting lower towards my chest. “I hope that the sound of a moan is a sign of your permission for me to enjoy every inch of your body,” he continued while his fingers unbuttoned my pajamas. “Go on Andrew, I am yours now. I want to feel you inside me,” I said falteringly because of his actions. Andrew was getting crazier with his actions. He took off all my clothes leaving only my underwear. He then took off all his clothes including his underwear. Damn! He knows how to awaken my wild side now. “I hope you realize your words can awaken my wild side, Lisa. Don’t regret what I will do to you after this. And don’t think about suing me afterward,” he said. I laughed hearing his words. “Don’t be silly Andrew, there’s no way I’ll sue my husband who gives me pleasure.” Just as I finished my sentence, I felt Andrew already beneath me. Starting to rub my sensitive area that was still covered by the last cloth left on my body. “Ahhhhh” I moaned again without shame. “I think I found my new hobby now, playing with your body as long as possible so I can keep hearing your moans,” Andrew said with a grin. “Damn! Stop playing with my desires Andrew or I will really sue you” which was followed by a thunderous laugh from Andrew. He returned to playing with my lower part, which was still covered by the thin sheet, kissing my thighs while stroking and occasionally poking my sensitive area with his finger. For damn sake! He wasn't joking with what he said. “Andrew, please stop playing around” No! What’s the word that you just say, Lisa! I feel like this isn’t me right now. Lisa isn’t this naughty. There’s something wrong with my body and head settings right now. Damn you Andrew, you’ve awakened my wild side. “Oh, Lisa Houwgen the woman with the solid golden walls has now broken down her fortress and is begging me. I love this. No, I am addicted to doing it. Don’t blame me if you can’t get out of this room until tomorrow my woman.” Andrew said as he immediately lowered the last cloth on his body letting it hang on my thighs. He then lifted my legs, bent my knees and… “Ahhhh Andrew, this is too good. Stop it from coming out of my body, let go, let me go to the bathroom” No, don’t make him lose his mood. It feels more and more unbearable. I want to pee more and more but on the other hand, I don’t want it to stop. “Take it out honey, I want it. Don’t worry.” Andrew replied as his fingers played with my lower part and occasionally put his finger into my hole that had never been touched by anyone before. Andrew was getting wilder down there, not only playing with his fingers, but now his tongue was also playing making me lose control of my body even more. I squeezed the pillow under me tightly. This felt crazy. I wanted to scream as loud as I could but all that came out of my mouth were increasingly loud moans. No, Lisa Houwgen was a woman who could always control herself and her emotions. This was not the Lisa I knew. Oh, my husband felt even more excited down there seeing me writhing under his control. My legs couldn't move much. He cleverly used my underwear to tie my legs around his neck so that I was not free to move to avoid his attacks below me. “An ahhhh Andrewwww ahhhh I can’t hold it ahhhh ahhhh it’s going to come out ahhhh” ah no! How could my brain and my mouth be out of sync like this. Andrew didn’t seem understand what I was saying or was deliberately not understanding. He sped up his work down there making me even more unable to control myself. All that was on my mind right now was to not let Andrew get discouraged from doing it just because I couldn’t control my body. “Ahhhhh Andrew, I’m sorry” ohhhh s**t, I couldn’t hold it in anymore. I felt such a pleasurable sensation spread throughout my body. My brain felt like it went dead for a moment and I felt like I didn’t need oxygen for a split second because of the surge of pleasure I felt throughout my body. Andrew stared at me very intensely. I don't know when he released my legs from his neck and oh where are my panties now. I saw that he had opened my thighs wide, showing my sensitive area very clearly in front of him. “That was such an amazing sight, Lisa. Too bad I didn’t capture it and make it my phone wallpaper,” he said while continuing to stare at me intensely. I saw his aura now change to a little scary and intimidating. Good job, Lisa! Andrew must hate you now because of your stupid actions. That must have been a sarcastic remark to you. “You need to know Mrs. Cholgen, your face has subtitles so what you think is clearly depicted on your face. What you felt earlier was a beautiful orgasm and I really enjoyed your orgasm. Your fluid is sweet, I like it. It's not urine, it's different, so you don't need to be afraid. I like it. And you are very sexy when you orgasm. Now, are you ready if I put mine in here?” Andrew returned to playing my sensitive area with his fingers. Damn, he didn't just use his fingers, he rubbed the head of his p***s there. "But don't ask me to be gentle, honey, your body is too delicious honey, I'm sure I won't be able to control myself," said Andrew, who was now thrusting even harder into his lower part. “Please, do anything you want to my body. I will not ask you to stop. I will accept all you do to me,” I said, honestly feeling a little afraid of what would happen next. My married friends said that this would hurt the first time. But I believed Andrew would not hurt me and I knew that my words would not backfire on me in Andrew’s hands. “Ahhh” damn! When did he start inserting his? Oh, this makes me lose control of my body. Andrew is really wild now. I opened my eyes and saw how fierce Andrew was on top of me. I have never seen the version of his face, that is currently appearing in front of me. Not during our 3 years of dating. What I see now is the figure of a mighty man who is sweating making him even more manly. His sharp eyes looked at me intensely without blinking at all. It seems like Andrew's wild figure appears in front of me now. And I like it. “I told you I wouldn’t be able to control myself. Your body is too delicious Lisa. Don’t tell me to stop. You make me want to play rough with you Lisa. You’re so delicious.” Andrew said as he moved his body inside me harder and harder. I enjoyed it. Really enjoyed it. This is crazy! I enjoyed the pain and tickling produced by Andrew’s rough movements on my body. Andrew accelerated his thrusts, his hands now playing on both of my breasts. Andrew made me even crazier. He spread my thighs so that he had the widest possible access to me. My body was locked under him. I could only surrender to everything he did to me. I could only moan every time Andrew squeezed my chest tightly. It hurt but when his skin touched the sensitive area on my chest, it became very enjoyable. My brain couldn’t process what I was feeling right now. Everything mixed together. The rough thrusts in my lower area were getting rougher and painful but enjoyable spreading with every thrust. This couldn’t be translated by my brain anymore. I felt like I didn’t recognize myself anymore. Andrew's confinement on top of me made it impossible to move much and it was hard to think about what was happening. In reality, all I could do was moan and enjoy every movement Andrew made on top of me. Oh no, I feel something coming out down there again. “Andrewww….ah….I want to go out again ahhh” I said hesitantly. “Together honey, this is too good,” Andrew said, speeding up his movements. Ohhhhhh again. I released my fluid. This time I felt a larger amount of fluid entering my body. It seemed like Andrew was also receiving waves of orgasm. It felt so good and comfortable with Andrew inside me right now. Feeling every second that was happening in our bodies right now. “Damn, you’re squeezing me so tight Lisa, I’m really enjoying it,” Andrew said as he kissed my forehead. “Second round Lisa, don’t expect to rest!” And we went back to doing it until almost nighttime. ***