Lost hope Luna

I lie in my room wide awake cruled in a bawl  on the cold concreat Flore in my worn bloody shirt and old black legging that do little  to keep me worm my room is one of the only rooms in the pack houses   with out heat it house  to be a storge room win the first throw me in here  they certainly the can goods in here but they soon moved the saying  I was so disgusting  that I should not be closes to there food I was born into the wight wolf clan my parents  named me Laila I was an only child and was kept inside at most  times my parents  never let me play  with the  other pups I would wine and beg but they always said  no my mom home school me so i was advanced she wold not allow  me to go to a regular  school with the rest  of the young pups frome over pack win I asked her why she and my father wold never let me outside with other pups or go to school  the wold sipley say "you are special  Layla" That was all the wold say my mom and dad were one of the best  Warriors in the pack  they were both well-known and respected  they always  took good care of me and loved me win I turned five on my birthday  my parents  took  me to the pack houses  and introduced  me to ower  alfa Warner and Luna Krista they seamed pretty  nice  and kind I asked my mom what we wer doing there and she just  looked  at my father and said  in a small voice  alfa and Luna  Krista are going  to be take care  of you fore know I looked at then confused  and said why? The siad we are leaving  Laila  win will you be back dad he just  looked  me and said  we don't  know  i stated to kry as my mom and dad gave me a hug  and said  we love you Laila  be strong and left shortfalls after my parents  left without  a reason the alfa dried me by my hair  and throw me into the storge room  that I have called  my room  fore the past 10 years  I am about  to turn 16 win a wolf  turns 16 she has her first shift and can ten sence her mate I snap back  to reality  fealing all  the pain  in my body bruses  peppered  my body  I had to git up and start   Cooking for the pack or eals I will Shirley git a beating  i git up and go straight  to the kitchen  I git all the supplies  out cooking for 300 pack members that like in the pack houses is not easy I wash my hands and poll my hare into a messy bun and start  to git the skillets out and start  to cooke eggs with toast and  Bacon win I am done i git the plates out and some cups fore the pack  members  I am not allowed  to eat  with the pack after I am done and people  start  to git breakfast  i leave to state on the houses work I state with moping the second floor  I fill a bucket up with steaming hot water and carry  it up the stairs  im half  way up win I see  Jeremy the alfa and lunas  son and fucher alfa he is one of the main pack member that beat me up and call me names I git off the the sid hoping  he won't rekunice me  but that is just  my luck he looks up and caches me he give me a evil  smile  I shiver and try to  run away  up the stairs  so I can mop but he says were do you think  you going you peace of crap I don't  really that makes him angry he grabs my hare and deliver a hard punch to my gut I bite my lip as I here the  I hear the sickeningly crunch as my rib brakes he hits me again  this time in the face I won't give him the satufashoin  of seeing me cry or hearing me scream it was a vow o made on my 7 birthday  that I wold not scream or cry infront of them he yells at me win I ask you something  you answer you worthless peace of trash he trowes me down  the thre sets of stars  win I reach the bottom  other pack members  start  to like me and call me names I start to have black dots cloud my vision  as I pas put i feal the scolding  hot what frome my metal bucket being powered  over me it Burns badly but I just can't git up I loses cashews I know and  I'll pay fore it later.