The Ascended Ones

I felt intimidated , as calm as she looked outward, inside I felt I was not enough to be beside her...she looked more of an Angel than myself...yet I couldn't over think it, it was perhaps my biggest opportunity to pick up my shot, and gage at her, her sparkling divine look melt even my sapphire heart, and I could stop thinkin in my head than all that while in class I couldn't process any othef thought than to ne with her. I couldn't wait anylonger for break to be over, so I can finally talk to her and tell her my feeling I havr for her. So it was I day dreamed throughout the 3 to 4 hour lectures, sitting at desk, once in a while stealing a glance at her, all while as I sing and write her poems...what is this, am I brraking the Father's will, why must angel fall in love with a human, but it wasn't time, my missuon was not nigh, so perhaps I could engage in earthly love. Sooner or later classes was closed, and she always sitting at front row, always left class first, with her other female counterpart Adobia....her smell till today is stuck under my nose...Mawutor she was called... My day's at Passiom university was one of life changing experiences but this one was perhaps rhe Divine's test of my work here on earth, to serve, love and protects humans amidst their flaws and me falling for a mortal will make me feel for once an emotion so elusive to angels that we often get bewildered looking at the Maker display it...it looks so magical and powerful than any angels weapon ever made. Yet here I was in the 2029, at the Passion Halls of Academic Excellence, I strolled fast to catchup with Mawutor and her friends Adobia, she walks so elegantly and so pretty...and yet almost when I got to where she was...she suddenly turned and looked at me, with the words that will be perhaps the most honest last words I heard from her; OH Austine is that you, you got here so quickly...I was stunned, I was perplexed, what was she talking about, has she been stalking all while we were in class. No quickly. I have to kick out of my thoughts and respond, Oh dear, so you recognize me?, she responded yes"; as Mawutor spoke with , Adobia gave us space to finish up, but I was so scared that I don't remember myself keeping more than a minute long comversation with her...so I said Oh Mawutor wanted to just say hi, and get to introduce myself perhaps but it seems you in a hurry so I will leave you tomorrow." Then immediately she gave me a smile like no other beauty in heaven has shown me...so warm and comforting,so comforting that all my wounds and affliction felt unrecognisable...as only her glorious smiled shimmered in my head, and pierced every thought of darkness and extinguished all my fears. But perhaps it was and will be the last time I spoke to her thoughout the 3 and half years at Passion University in Atlantic Town located in the UK. I just turned immediately after the small bye thay came from her....she never actualky said ; "see you later" and if she said never really heard her, because I was so nervous being in her presence...couldn't believe what this emotion or power love meant until today July 15, 2029. As I got to my hostel at Unifred Houses, I quickly made it to my room to rethink through whatever that transpired and whether this human emotion of love was accessible to me because I am now in a human form. They must never know forever...I had always be known as Austin Frankstein, perhaps my earthly adopted parents weird but poetic way of saying he is not from us, but was made and given unto us as a gift from heaven. But unline Farbstein in movies, I wasn't a poem but an angel. Born to Mr and Mrs Frimpston, I was never really born but discorved in a shepherd barn. It was a grisly night, furs of white rabbits flew over and the Sky felt like in a movie...my Father had just closed from a dinner date with my known earthly mother, Mary Frimpston from a cafetaria at Ahonston town. There lied a baby in an opened aheep barn, in a dejected family house with no wall that felt so wierd because for the past 6 days they stayed in Hawaii for their honeymoon, that barn had always had a shepherd guarding it since they arrived, since it was close to their favorite cafeteria, they love to go there to eat. They always found themselves walking past the barn with sheep cries all over and not for once had they look and found no human guarding the barn , but for whatever reason the night they found me, the barn was empty, which almost made my foster parents panick, thinking it was a trap and that something terrible might have happened to the people living there...nearly abandoning my cry at first, until were drawn in by an unknown force, which made them forget about their fear and embrace the gift of God of actially answering the 21years childless marriage with a child, it was the heavens who gave me to them as a gift, a story my mum always told. "It was already dawn, damn had to prepare my books for the next class tomorrow, and more importantly my heart also, for alway seeing Mawautors face made something click within me" I startled realizing I had been overthinking and caught up in thoughts.