NATALIA I’m still alive. How is that possible? The surge of thoughts entered me as I gained consciousness. I was so sure that I wouldn’t survive that vampire attack, and I was already done for. Maybe I had also accepted it at some point, too. My mind filled with so many questions before I could even open my eyes. What if I was brought back in time again? What if I was cursed to be stuck until I die? I wanted to say that this time, for real, I would make it right. But for goddess sake, I already know I’d f**k up one way or another. My head felt like it was weighing a huge boulder, but I pushed myself to open my eyes, hoping and praying that I was just overthinking, as always. My vision was blurry at first, and I had to blink several times to fix it.. until my wolf finally came into f

