JOSH
To be honest, I still haven’t clearly processed in my mind that Rain actually agreed to my invitation. I was kind of expecting a flat out rejection since she already has a boyfriend and would rather have the time alone with him. Should I be the one who eliminates this friendship of ours as early as now so that none of us would be hurted any further? But I can’t do that now of all times, especially right as of this moment wherein Rain is in a dire need of someone she can talk to who knows what she’s going through. It’s kind of inevitable that she doesn’t want to let Evan be informed that she is only adopted, maybe because she fears that their relationship will go to a terrible destination or she simply doesn’t have the courage yet to be confident about herself that she wasn’t raised b
