misunderstood werewolf

My Secret Place

Later that night after we put Tara to bed after our long day of fun, I was in my room laying in bed. I was still very tired and in a lot of pain from all that happened. It had been bothering me all day, but I didn't care...all that mattered was Tara and her happiness, so I tried ignoring it all day, but it's just so unbearable at this point. I don't wanna say anything though cause I don't want to worry anyone.

Ethan kept asking if I was alright and it was getting on my nerves and wasn't helping my situation and I accidentally lashed out at him. I don't know where this sudden anger came from, but I think I upset him, he hasn't talked to me since.

'It's all your fault....and you say I need to control MY emotions....stupid girl!' Alcoline growled/yelled in my head.

'Shut up mutt!' I said angrily and blocked her out. I could feel her clawing at my wall blockade trying to yell at me, causing excruciating pain. Everything was becoming unbearable as I start clutching at my head, falling to my knees and crying. I start to struggle to breath and can't hear anything around me except a loud piercing ringing noise. I didn't even notice someone had came in until I felt a hand on my shoulder and I immediately pull away while yelling "Leave me alone!"

I saw Ethan with a hurt look in his eyes and his mouth is moving, but I don't hear any words coming out. The ringing noise just keeps getting louder and louder, every second and it's unbearable as I scream in agony. Suddenly a bright light surrounds me and the wind blows fiercely as I look down still clutching my head and on the floor on my knees.

Then you hear the cracking of bones and I've turned into my huge Lycan wolf. I run past him trying to get as far away as possible. I run outside and into the woods. I mask my smell, so nobody can track me and I'm too fast for anyone to be able to catch up to. I go to my secret place where I go to be alone.

I get to my favorite place and walk up to the edge of the water. It's such a beautiful place, I love it. It helps me calm down. I lay down and roll over onto my back, still in Lycan form.I try to calm down, but I can't and I let the darkness consume me as I can't handle the pain anymore.

I wake up in so much pain and when I open my eyes I have no idea where I am. I remember everything that happened last night and this is not where I passed out. I don't recognize this place. I sniff around, but can't find a similar scent. I've never been here before.

'Alcoline what have you done?! Where are we!?' I yell at her anger filling my voice.

'I don't know, it wasn't me! I didn't do anything, I don't know how we ended up hear!' She says worriedly and truthfully. 

'Then how is this possible?' I ask confused.

'It must be your powers...you lost control when you fused me and your powers to defeat him and then you accidentally fused me with them again, causing us to get lost somewhere or something' She says shocking me.

I teleport back home, which was kinda difficult for some reason.

'It's cause you're loosing control and the pain you have. You can't use your powers for a while, not until I say it's okay.' she says seriously.

'What so you expect me to leave us stranded in the middle of nowhere, not having an idea where we are?!' I said annoyed.

'That's not what I mean and you know it...moron.' she mubbles the last part annoyed with me before cutting me off.

'stupid mutt!' I thought as I walked inside my room.

Once I walked in the door was slammed behind me and I was pinned against the wall. I looked up to see an angry Ethan.

"Where the f**k did you go!? What's going on with you?! Why did you run away?! And what was going on before you left?! You don't just run away when something like that happens! That stuff shouldn't even happen!" He yelled at me fuming.

I start crying and I'm super worried so I mind link Flash 'Flash! Please help get Ethan out of here! He's scaring me and I'm not ready to tell him everything yet not when he's like this! Please!' 

"Who are you mind linking?! I'm talking to you don't just ignore me when I'm talking to you! This is important! You worried the hell outta me 2 days ago and never came back!" He yelled.

'2 days?! What!?' I thought. 'How's that possible.'

My thoughts were interrupted as Flash ran in and immediately pulled Ethan off of me,grabbing him by the collar and pinned him to the other wall.

"What the f**k are you doing to my sister?! You don't approach her like that! You're just scaring her! I get you were worried, I was worried too, but you don't see me yelling at her and being an asshole!" Flash yelled in his face.

"Wait back up....2 days ago?" I questioned whispering confused.

"Why does that sound like a question!? YOU'RE the one that just disappeared 2 days ago after some crazy s**t happened!" Ethan yelled, his eyes darkening with anger causing me to cry more.

"Stop yelling at her you bastard!" Flash yelled at him before turning to me and his face softening as he looked at me worriedly and said "Did you not know how long you've been gone?" He asked and I shook my head 'No'.

"I need you to tell me what all you remember." He said concerned and looking at Ethan "And you need to calm down, shut your face and hear her out. NO interrupting." He said sternly and let him go.

I sat on the bed and they starred down at me as I explain everything from my thought to when Flash came in to help me. They looked at me confused and worried.

"I'm so sorry....I shouldn't have yelled at you." Ethan said sadly, looking down.

"It's okay." I whispered and got up to hug him.

"I'll figure this out don't worry." Flash said putting a hand on my shoulder. "I'm gonna have to go for a bit while I figure this out" He states then turns to look Ethan in the eyes "I need you to stay here while I'm gone to keep an eye on her and help take care of Tara. Call me if anything else happens." He said seriously and left to pack his bags before leaving.