The Last Letter

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Chapter LX

[WARNING: 18+ CONTENTS]

With all the courage I accumulated in the moments of silence we stared at each other, I looked up at him and pulled him again for a kiss. His breathing started to go fast as I started to move my lips and deepening the kiss like earlier. I closed my eyes shut and just continued on what I’m doing and I noticed that he’s doing the same too. Our kiss went deeper and deeper. Our hands were all over each other's body.

My breast was still touching his chest and I felt it sliding up and down as we created small movements. It makes my mind go wild with thoughts that makes my body feel so hot. I placed my right hand on his shoulder and my other hand was positioned in his neck, pulling him closer to me.

I gasped and moaned lightly when I felt his hands cupping breast. I had no choice but to break our kiss. He used his fingers to play with my n*****s, circling and lightly pinching my now hard nips. My heart is going wild inside my chest, I feel it pounding so hard.

With one swift motion, he grabbed my waist and lifted me up to make me sit on his lap while he sat and leaned on the headboard. This position makes me taller than him. He’s now facing my neck and without preparing for what will possibly happen next, he licked the side of my neck while still playing with my n*****s. It caught me off guard and found myself moaning a little loud. He placed his right hand on my mouth to prevent me from moaning loudly.

He licked my neck again and again as I looked up to the ceiling to give way to his tongue. All the hairs in my body are now standing up. I am aware that I was moaning and my breath was horse from all this crazy stuff we are doing. I also think I’m sweating profusely but I can’t stop myself now. No one can stop us now.

His tongue slowly and carefully slid down my collarbone and then to my chest, only inches away from my actual breast. My heart is pounding so fast inside my chest and my breathing became significantly faster than seconds ago.

I think I finally went crazy when I felt his tongue doing the same as what his fingers did just seconds ago. His tongue was circling the area around my n*****s, teasing it. If it weren’t for him blocking my mouth, I would’ve let out a loud moan.

“Oh God August! What are you doing?” I whispered and let out a few horse breaths.

“Your n*****s are hard Suzanne. Do you like that?” He asked, obviously teasing me. Everything he does makes me feel good but at the same time, it makes me crazy.

“Uhm yes, August. Please do it again.” I said without even thinking twice of the words that will come out of my mouth. I just let everything comes out naturally. My mind is going on a massive destruction caused by August anyway.

He chuckled and let the tip of his tongue touch the tip of my n*****s. I swear, right now, my body is sweating so much, it feels like lava is going around my system, making my body feel extremely hot. I also feel sweaty and wet down there. I know what that is supposed to mean.

If something happens to us today, then this day will become a special day for me. And it is my first to have s*x but I will gladly do it with the man I love. At first, I promised myself that I will only give my virginity to the man I will marry but given the circumstances now, I want August to own me. I’m confident that he loves me based on what he shows me everyday. I will never regret doing this with him.

He sucked my n*****s like a hungry child. I was breathing so hard and letting out a few soft moans. I was holding on to his jet black hair, sometimes pushing his head and mouth closer and my breast. He’s like a pro, alternating his mouth to my left and right breast.

I felt him going through the buttons of my pants. I reached for it too and helped him. He made me lie down on the bed and he took my pants off of me. It was a bit of a struggle since I wore skinny jeans and it got stuck on my knees and lower leg but after a few seconds of desperation, he finally managed to get it off of me.

He stood up too and removed his pants. Since he is a guy, he took it off in just seconds. He went on top of me again and now I felt his hard thing sitting on top of my private part. It made my back arch. I took a few deep breaths as we are now just few clothes to becoming completely naked. Just thinking of what might happen to us in a few more minutes sent butterflies in my stomach.

August started to kiss my nape. He rubbed my n*****s with the warm palm of his hand and it honestly made me moan a lot of times. August just let me moan and never stops me. Based on what iI heard from some of my friends who experienced this kind of sensation, they said that men wants to hear the moan of the women they’re having s*x with. I don’t know if that is the case with August right now.

Slowly he slid his hands down on my legs, carefully caressing my thighs with his warm hands. Me too was reaching for his lower back, pushing his body, especially that hard thing more into mine. I don’t know, it just felt good when those parts of our body touched.

He slowly opened my legs and I did what he wanted me to do. He gently touched my inner thighs, rubbing it up and down softly. It makes my whole system go wild.

“Ahh August.” I said, almost whispering.

“Hmm.” The only sound that was coming out of his mouth. He looked up at me who was sweating and breathing so hard on top of his lap. “Do you want to do more than this Suzanne?” He asked which flustered me.

“Yes. Of course.” I said between my moans.

I felt his fingers on top of my undergarment, right above my hole. I was embarrassed because I knew it was wet from the pleasures that August did for me. He continued to slide or circle his fingers on top of my private and sensitive area. It makes me open my legs wider. He sucked my breast again, this time it was more aggressive but I don’t complain.

I noticed that he was touching his private area while he was sucking my breast.

“Why? Is something wrong?” I asked in between my moans.

“It hurts a little. I think it’s too hard right now.” He said and did what looked like he was massaging it. He sat up and it was obvious in his face that he’s uncomfortable and in pain.

I reached my hands to touch it. I was so nervous while I was slowly reaching my hands to touch his crotch area but then I gasped when I finally touched that big bump with my hands. It was hard as a rock. I poked it a couple of times but August said that it makes it harder and more painful for him.

“Sorry Suzanne. I don’t know what to do at this point. This is my first time too.” He said and the frustration is evident in his facial expressions.

“You’re so cute, August.” I chuckled. “It’s okay. I’m glad that we're both the first times of each other.” I said and hugged him.

“Do you still want to continue this Suzanne?” He asked while pulling me closer in his arms.

“To tell you honestly, yes. But next time will be okay too.” I said and smiled at him.

“But I don’t have a condom on me right now.” I nodded and closed my eyes as I leaned on his broad chest. He still feels warm and now, I kind of feel cold because we are almost completely naked for about 10 minutes. We might get pneumonia at this rate. I felt him reach for something and when I looked at what it was, he covered our exposed body with a blanket. I smiled at how thoughtful he was.

We laid down on my bed and hugged each other a little tighter. I can still feel his hard bump and it honestly made me want more of him but as he has said, we don’t have any kind of protection. If we have s*x without a condom and something doesn’t go right, we might suffer consequences.

“We almost did it.” He whispered.

“Do you regret it?” I asked with a slight tone of disappointment.

“Of course not. It was a good experience and I promise you, when we do this again, I know how we will do it and I’ll buy protection too so it will be safe. We are too young to be parents. But someday, we’ll get there.” He said.

“How will you know how to do it?” I asked and chuckled.

“Hmm. I’ll watch something you shouldn’t watch? Just leave it to me.” He answered. I shook my head slowly as a. Sign of disappointment and we both laughed. Boys will be boys. How did I not think of that?

“Do you want something to eat? Let’s go somewhere and eat. I’m free for the rest of the night.” He whispered in my ears.

“Sure. Maybe some pizza. I've been craving it for a week now.” I replied.

He smiled sweetly and kissed my forehead. It was the most adorable thing ever. It makes the butterflies in my stomach go wild. “Whatever you want my love. I’ll give it to you.”

“I love you, August.” I said looking straight into his dark brown eyes.

“I love you too, my Suzanne.” He said and gently kissed me on the lips. The kiss lasted for seconds before I squeezed my face back to his warm neck. He pulled me close in his arms and wrapped his arms around my almost naked body. I did the same too. After just seconds, I closed my eyes and escaped to the dreamland.

To be continued.