Please zaddy
That dangerous man hiding a violent past, trying to keep an innocent woman in a beautiful lie… while his past hunts him across the Mediterranean. Unspoken words, raw and desperate, hung in the salt-thick air between us, a plea and a command that shattered the last vestiges of my control. I plunged into her, burying myself to the hilt in the molten, clenching heat of her, a groan tearing from my throat that was more animal than man. Her back arched off the crisp white sheets, a perfect bow of ecstasy, and her scream was a ragged, beautiful thing that got swallowed by the distant thrum of the Mediterranean.
It hadn’t started here, in this sweaty, shuddering tangle of limbs. It started with a whisper, a ghost from a past I’d tried to bury.
Three days earlier, the whisper had a name. Elara. A text on a burner phone, lighting up the screen of my private jet as we cruised at forty thousand feet. Rosy slept beside me, her head on my shoulder, peaceful. The message was a gut punch.
He knows you’re not in Marrakech. He’s looking.
Simple. Devastating. “He” was Dmitri Volkov. A name that conjured images of Siberian frost and the coppery scent of blood on snow. My past. A past I’d built this entire glittering, sun-drenched present to escape. Rosy, this villa, the fake itinerary—all of it was a shield. And it was cracking.
I’d looked at her sleeping face, the trust so absolute it felt like a physical weight. She thought this was a romantic getaway, a caprice of her wealthy, enigmatic lover. She didn’t know the villa in Santorini was a fortress, that the staff were my people, that every smiling local in the village was on my payroll, watching. She didn’t know “Zaddy” was a role I played, a mask over a face carved from harder, darker things.
I’d deleted the message. Swallowed the cold fear and let the warmth of her beside me anchor me. For her, it had to stay perfect. For her, I could pretend a little longer.
The pretense began the moment we landed. The villa was obscene in its beauty, all white stone and cascading purple bougainvillea, perched on a cliff that looked out over a sea so blue it hurt. Rosy had spun in the courtyard, her linen dress flaring, her laugh like wind chimes. “It’s a dream, Zaddy,” she’d breathed, and I’d pulled her close, smelling jasmine in her hair, trying to drown the scent of impending storm.
“Anywhere with you is a dream,” I’d murmured into her hair, the lie tasting like ash.
That first night, I’d f****d her slowly, tenderly, on the terrace under a blanket of stars. It was a performance, a careful pantomime of the lover she believed me to be. My hands worshipped her body, my mouth traced every curve, but my mind was in a cold room thousands of miles away, calculating threats, exits, contingencies. She’d cried out my name, her release shuddering through her, and I’d followed, spilling into her with a groan that was half-pleasure, half-despair. I held her as she drifted to sleep, watching the black sea, feeling the walls of my gilded cage tighten.
The next day, the tension was a live wire under my skin. Every distant boat was a potential threat. Every unfamiliar face in the village square—though there were none—sent adrenaline spiking. I tried to lose myself in her. We swam in the infinity pool, its edge merging with the sky. We ate figs dripping with honey. We drank rosé so cold it made our teeth ache. And through it all, I watched her. The way the sun gilded her skin, the way her hazel eyes crinkled when she laughed, the innocent, greedy way she devoured this fantasy I’d built.
Innocence. That was the core of it. Her innocence was my antidote, my reason. But in the shadow of Volkov, it felt like a vulnerability, a flaw in my armor I couldn’t afford. A dark, twisted part of me wanted to shatter it. To pull her into the darkness with me, so she’d finally see. So she’d stop looking at me with those adoring, clueless eyes.
The urge coiled in my gut, a venomous serpent alongside the fear.
It came to a head this afternoon by the pool. The sun was a dying ember, painting everything in bloody light. She was kicking her feet in the water, so beautifully, stupidly unaware. I brought her wine, my fingers brushing hers, feeling the simple, trusting warmth of her skin. It ignited something ugly and desperate in me.
I want to give you something special,* I’d said. The double meaning was a knife in my own heart. The “special” thing was the truth, and the truth was a monster.
Her teasing, “Inspire me for what, exactly?” was the final twist of the blade. Possibilities. She was talking about s****l exploration. I was thinking about survival. About the raw, brutal truth of what I was.
“The kind where we leave the world behind,” I’d told her, my voice a low purr that hid a snarl. “Just… pure sensation.” It wasn’t an invitation to pleasure. It was a warning. A drawing of a line. On one side, the pretty lie. On the other, the consuming, selfish, physical reality I needed to lose myself in.
When she whispered, “Maybe,” it wasn’t consent to a game. It was a surrender to a current she didn’t understand. And I took it. I took her.
Carrying her into the villa, I felt the pretense slough off me like dead skin. The gentle lover was gone. What was left was hunger, fear, and a possessive, terrifying need to mark her, to claim her so completely that even the specter of Volkov couldn’t touch this, couldn’t touch her.
In the bedroom, with the last of the sun gilding the room, I didn’t ask. I commanded. “Now, Rosy.”
And she obeyed. The sight of her, standing there in just lace and trust, undoing her own dress… it was the most erotic and devastating thing I’d ever witnessed. My c**k was painfully hard before I’d even shed my trunks. When I stood naked before her, her wide-eyed gaze on my thick, leaking erection, I saw a flicker of something new—not fear, but a dawning, visceral recognition of the raw physical power I represented. Good, the dark part of me purred. See me.
The kiss wasn’t gentle. It was a claiming. I devoured her mouth, my tongue plunging deep, tasting the sweet wine and the sweeter promise of her. My hands weren’t tender; they were possessive, gripping her ass, grinding my hardness against the damp lace of her panties until she moaned into my mouth. I wanted to wipe away the last trace of the outside world, of Volkov, of my own cursed history, with the taste and feel of her.
When I laid her on the bed and peeled her panties down, revealing her glistening, swollen p***y, the scent of her arousal—musky and sweet—hit me like a drug. It was the smell of life, of present-tense hunger, and I buried my face in it like a dying man at an oasis. I licked and sucked, not to pleasure her, but to consume her. To drown in her. Her gasps, her broken pleas, the way her hips bucked against my mouth—they were anchors tethering me to this moment, to this bed, to her.
Her first orgasm, shuddering through her, her p***y spasming against my tongue, was a victory. I’d pulled that from her. I’d made her forget everything but the feeling of my mouth on her cunt. But it wasn’t enough. I needed to be inside her. I needed to be the source of the oblivion.
When I positioned myself at her entrance, the broad, slick head of my c**k nudging against her wet folds, I looked into her eyes. They were glazed, heavy with pleasure, but deep down, in the hazel depths, I saw it—a flicker of apprehension at my size, at the intensity of my gaze. It fed the beast in me.
I pushed in slowly, a relentless invasion. The feeling was exquisite torture. Her tight, velvety heat stretched around me, a scalding, perfect glove. She gasped, “You’re so big,” and it wasn’t a complaint; it was a reverent acknowledgment of the force I was imposing on her. I paused, buried to the hilt, feeling her inner muscles flutter around my shaft, adjusting, accepting.
“Feel that, Rosy?” I growled, my voice foreign to my own ears. “All of me, inside all of you.” It wasn’t a lover’s question. It was a brand. I was marking her from the inside out.
Then I moved. The first thrusts were controlled, deep, each one a deliberate claiming of territory. The wet, rhythmic sound of our joining filled the silent room. But control was a fragile thing. The fear, the tension, the desperate need for escape—it all fused with the blinding pleasure, forging a reckless, driving hunger.
I f****d her harder. Deeper. My hips pistoned, driving my c**k into her with a force that made the bed frame knock against the stone wall. Her cries became screams, ragged and real. She clawed at my back, her legs locked around my waist, pulling me deeper with a strength that surprised me. She was meeting me, not with passive acceptance, but with a fierce, equal hunger. She was chasing the same oblivion.
“Faster, Zaddy, faster!” she screamed, her voice raw. “f**k me, please, f**k me hard!”
It was the plea that broke me. “f**k me silly, Zaddy.”
My mind went white. The last threads of the man I pretended to be snapped. There was only sensation, animal and pure. The slap of my balls against her, the scorching grip of her cunt, the sight of her beautiful face contorted in ecstasy. I plunged into her, a frantic, pounding rhythm, chasing my own release, using her body as a vessel for my own desperate exorcism.
When her orgasm hit, it was cataclysmic. Her entire body bowed, a rigid arc of pleasure. Her p***y clamped down on my c**k in a series of violent, milking spasms that ripped a guttural roar from my throat. The sensation tore my own climax from me. I drove into her one last, shuddering time and came, a hot, endless flood pouring into her depths. It felt less like pleasure and more like a sacrifice, an offering of everything dark and desperate inside me.
I collapsed, the weight of my body pinning her to the mattress, my face buried in her sweat-damp neck. Our hearts hammered against each other, a frantic, syncopated drumbeat slowly settling into a heavy, exhausted rhythm. The room smelled of s*x, salt, and jasmine.
In the silence, the real world rushed back in. The whisper. Elara’s warning. Volkov. The danger that was even now, perhaps, sailing across that dark sea towards us.
Rosy’s fingers drifted into my hair, stroking softly. Her voice, when it came, was a hoarse, sated whisper. “Oh, Zaddy. You… you really did.”
I closed my eyes against the sting of her trust. I had. I’d f****d her silly. I’d used her body and her trust to silence my own ghosts for a few stolen moments. And as I lay there, still buried inside her, feeling my seed leak from her onto the sheets, the darkness I’d tried to outrun didn’t feel chased away. It felt closer than ever, satiated, and waiting. And it had her scent all over it.