My Favorite Almost But Never My Endgame

Each of us carries with us a first love that initial hearbeat of romance, the first shared secrets, the dreams spun about futures intertwined, building a life together from hopes and promises. It's a chapter filled with innocence and passion, a time when everything feels possible with that one person. But just because someone was your first love doesn't mean they are meant to be your forever, your endgame your lifelong partner. Devina Maureen Salentell is a girl full of life, with a spirit as playful as a child, yet sharp as blade. She's confident, independet, and lives by her own rules, a girl who does what she wants, when she wants. She's also a daddy's girl, fiercely loyal to her family, and often misunderstood by those around her. Many see her as selfish, believing that her happiness revolves solely around her own desires. But beneath that fiery exterior lies a heart that's yearning for something real, something deeper than fleeting pleasures. Then she met Khalil Havoc Giblin, a striking young man, tall, dark and handsome, with a calm strength that commands attention without even trying. Khalil is the kind of guy who doesn't chase after attention; he simply exudes a quite confidence, with a smile that can melt e and eyes that seem to see right through to your soul. He's not just handsome; he's kind, thoughtful, and patient- the kind of person who makes your heartbeat fast and take your breath away. This isn't a story of perfect love or effortless happiness. It's a story of two imperfect souls trying to find their way in a messy, unpredictable world. Devina Maureen and Khalil Havoc — a not — so —typical love story. STORY STARTS NOW. I looked up at the skies, the clouds turn dark and the tiny rain drops starts pouring. In the midst of the crowd, where everybody's panicking, running to find a shelter in the rain, there, i saw him, standing, enduring the heavy rains, walang pakialam sa mga taong nagtatakbuhan. He seems lost, the fearless, and strong guy i knew has gone. The moment he laid his gaze at me, he walked towards me, his eyes full of pain, sorrows, and betrayal. When he stood in front of me, he started crying. He kneeled and begged, "I-It's all my fault. It's all my fault, Devina." A guy who's blaming himself A guy who's trying to save our relationship A guy who's trying to be deserving for me A guy who let me experience those first time in my life. And I wasted all that. Because of my immaturity, I lost him. I lost the man who's willing to take a risk with me. I lost him. I wiped my tears that slowly falling down. Nandito na naman ako, remembering the past, masasakit na mga alaala naming dalawa. And damn, i miss how he loved me. Someone tapped my shoulder, it's Sussana, my Best friend. "Hey, are you alright? Still reminiscing your memories together?. I sighed. "Can't help it, everytime na we're passing to the places where we shared our loved, naaalala ko siya". It's almost 1 year since the day that i ruined everything, it supposed to be the perfect day for us, it's the day we're officially a couple but then because of my immaturity i, myself, has ruined it. And i hate myself for that.